Saturday, December 31, 2011

Trauma...







Tiada lagi airmata
Bisa ku tangiskan lagi
Tiada lagi guna bermadah
Tempatku bukannya di sini

Sepuluh tahun ku menghamba padamu
Tak ku pinta lebih daripada
Tulus cinta
Namun kau menoda
Berkecai mahligai kita

Tidak pernahkah kau terfikir
Kemungkinan yang berakhir
Tidak pernahkan tersingkap di minda
Wajah kita sekeluarga

Sekelip mata berubah segalanya
Tiba-tiba dunia daku
Gelap gelita
Tak menentu hala
Melihat kau bersamanya

Trauma yang melanda
Menikam-nikam jiwa
Selemah ku lemah
Daku berserah
Trauma yang ku rasakan
Hanya pada Mu Tuhan
Yang memahami
Pedih di hati
Tiada pengubat bisa merawat luka
Ku dalam trauma...

Walau seribu pujuk rayu
Tak mengubah pendirianku
Sekali kau menduakanku
Selamanya tertutup pintu

Biar daku membawa diri ini
Pergi jauh takkan kembali
Ku mencari
Ketenangan hati
Cuba lenyapkan trauma ini

Trauma yang melanda
Menikam-nikam jiwa
Selemah ku lemah
Daku berserah
Trauma yang ku rasakan
Hanya pada Mu Tuhan
Yang memahami
Pedih di hati
Tiada pengubat bisa merawat luka
Ku dalam trauma...





kesimpulan untuk 2011. 
end

Friday, December 23, 2011

Rindu..sila pergi jauh-jauh

Hujung-hujung tahun biasanya mengamit rindu pada sesuatu. Apetah lagi pagi ini dapat emel dari kenalan satu group tesis. He sent a paper of our research. Hati saya bagai diseru-seru. Malam tadi saya membelek salinan tesis untuk diemel kan kepada cik junior saya ~bride-to-be..ehem~ she’s helping to write a research paper about my project. ~ye projek cik cacing~

curik dr fb cik sue ;p yer saya tidak malu bergambar dengan ekspresi muka yang buruk! lol


Seketika tadi saya mula mengaktifkan facebook. Dan terlihat la gambar yang diupload oleh group institusi research kami dulu. Gambar tentang seminar~yet student progress presentation~ rindu! Yer..masa dulu saya selalu mengeluh sebab saya la orang yang selalu paksa rela kena present projek saya -_-“ dahla dulu project leader meWAJIBkan student projek naungannya bentangkan kemajuan tiap-tiap dua minggu sekali. In english btw >.< bagi peminat tegar belacan harusla English saya berterabur sana sini berbanding student lain yang makanan hariannya spegetti dan keju ~sungguh hiperbola~

present kolokium siswazah -again curik dr fb org..kali ni en apai

makan-makan kat pantri student..heaven! 

Rindu nak mengantuk-mengantuk dalam seminar lepas tu bertebaran menjamu diri dengan jamuan kecil. Harus la ada neskepi dan kuih muih barang seketul dua..hihi. biasa kalau datang lab harus pagi dalam pukul 8.30. pastu breakfast dengan team kapak sumbing. Biasa tapau and makan sesama dalam pantry. Owh..sangat rindu bihun singapore unikeb + daging black pepper.

Lunch pulak paling rindu dengan laksa unikeb (lagik?), siput sedut dan ikan bakar..ke? drooling sangat-sangat..huhu. dalam kul 3.30 ke 4.00 ptg harusla menum petang. Nescafe o cecah beskut hup seng ke? Sambil bergosip-gosip, tukar-tukar cerita, sesi luahan perasaan dan lain-lain. Kul 5.00 leh balik da. Hoorey.. dan best nya negeri selangor banyak cuti! Hoorey lagi..harus la balik kampung dengan senang hati walaupun highway ke Seremban selalu jem.. ;p

Rindu nak stress-kan diri dengan siapkan slide untuk meeting, berebut-rebut hantar emel ke SV (dengan harapan first come first serve ke?), rindu nak berdebar-debar bertentang mata dengan project leader, rindu pada UKM, rindu pada semua nya..

rindu zaman kegemukan ke? hahahaha



tadaaa..team meeting masa kat langkawi kalau tak silap..sila buntangkan biji mata kalau tak nampak..huhu


meroyan sikit: -_-“ sepatutnya saya balik kg minggu ni…tapi rumah punya pasal terpaksa tangguh percutian -_-“

sedey sangat tau!!!!!!!

p/s favicon ade gambar mashi maro atas toilet bowl sambil kat kepala ade pengepam toilet..motip?? ;p

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Chenta ati saya ^_^

Tahun 1997-1999

Masa zaman sekolah dulu suka sangat dengan group ni. Paling suka mestilah AJ Mclean (ala-ala bad boys gitu) jatuh hati sangat-sangat tau. Benci kalau ada orang muka sama macam encik AJ ni. Sebab tak nak ati jatuh kat mereka ke? Hahahha..gedik! wajib kumpul apa-apa majalah ke suratkhabar ke yang ada gambar BSB. Jatuh chenta kalau AJ tak pakai spek itamnye..imej die harus la pakai spek, berantai, bermisai, buka baju sikit tunjuk singlet *_*




 Tahun 2000-2001

Da dok asrama masa ni. Dedahan terhadap dunia luar da kureng sikit. Masa ni la jinak-jinak dengan dunia chatting. Adalah minat sikit-sikit kat abam-abam senior yang muka ganas-ganas (exco agama ke? Ehem ehem..gatal tekak) takde chenta ati kot masa ni..eh ke ada? Sebab masa ni tengah hangat telenovela sepanyol. Ye baru ingat sebab tengah hangat demam sepanyol masa ni da jatuh chenta dengan Enrique Iglesias *_* (ala-ala bad boys gak ke?)

motip letak gambar abam johnny? hahahah ;p


  
Tahun 2002-2003

Da start demam cerita korea ni. Harus ke minat encik Jun Sang winter sonata? Hahaha.. lepas matrik baru layan cerita ni. Start masuk asrama dulu da kurang layan tv. Hari ahad je kadang-kadang turun tengok “melodi” –stereotype kaedahnya ;p

*_* jatuh chenta dengan hyun bin sebab lesung batu pipit ke?

 Tahun 2004-2006

Ni da tak ingat da. Rasa macam tak minat sape-sape. Mungkin sebab terlalu focus kat study ~ hahaha..poyo~



2001- currently: encik…heh!  malu letak font besar !!!!

jugak ada lesung batu pipit..hihi

Haruslah lelaki ini sentiasa jadi pojaan hati…encik pon tak leh komen pape walaupon dia selalu kata lelaki ini G**..~oh tidak!~




Friday, December 9, 2011

Domestic violence



She’s young, smaller than yours truly and newly-wed. Ironically, she’s been beaten by her husband –the one who eagerly wanted to marry her, pleaded and promised to take care of her until her last breath- almost three months from the day they were declared as husband and wife legally.

Last Tuesday I received a call in the early morning. It was from her saying she’s taking an MC as she’s not feeling well. And I was like, ok. Then she texted me saying she’d been beaten by her husband. *_* I was shocked. I told her to tell the police for this domestic violence. I knew from her previous story that this guy was a bit psycho even before they were engaged and get married. And I was surprised they were finally married after a few cracks in their relationship. But I was thinking maybe things will turn out to be ok for them and they can live happily ever after like some fairy tales.

Love can be blind. Yes? He didn’t just slap her –kicked, beat using wood and belt. And idk more- 2 days later her husband called office and told that this poor lady won’t be working until next Monday as she fell at the toilet. -_-“ We knew the whole story and he kept pretending as that lady was clumsy. Whathe**** -_-“ we tried to call her but the phone was off until the moment i posted this entry. Her sister visited her house yesterday but no one was there -_-" we don't know what happened to her currently. Had reported to police but no updates until now. 


She’s your lady, the one cooks for you, take cares of your laundry and whatevermarriedpeopledo… how could you possibly treat any woman like that? 

Am not fighting for woman’s right nor man-haters. I’m just getting sick of the violences that happened to children, women, and old-folks.



The world should be a better place. 


Monday, December 5, 2011

Deactivate

Ini kali kedua rasanya.. kali pertama masa encik cemburu giler2 ~haha..lawak~ masa tu umur I baru 24thn ~muda tau masa tu.. ~ blog pon I delete..atas sebab keselamatan.. yang I ingat semua sebab ada sorang lelaki giler s**s (a.k.a kawan encik sendiri) detail lain I tak leh recall da ~da tua kan..ingatan tak berapa bagus~

Kali ni sebab I sendiri..bohsan la..game pon takde yang best da. I suka tengok gambar and update kawan2..especially kalau diaorang gi travel..tak dapat gi..tengok pun jadi la ~huhu..pathetic jer bunyik~ hidup I pon sekarang ni bohsan jer..takde yang menarik nak update kengkawan.. nanti la kalo da ada anak sorang baru la I aktifkan balik ~hahahaha..yang ni I sendiri tak leh jamin bila ;p~


Sabtu lepas gi bayar bil orang kuning. Kebetulan parkson ada wat sale ujung tahun *_* nangis sangat bile nampak set comforter less 70%. Tak tau la I sorang jer yang rasa or kuantan ni sejuk sikit dari kg I.. haha. Mungkin musim tengkujuh kot.. harus la berselimut tebal plus berstokin baru lelap tido ~ hazab jer..walhal letak kepala kat bantal da berdengkur~ tunggu gaji masyuk nanti harus la amek 1… ^_^

Dengan Celcom broadband yang macam beskut chipsmore ni.. xdapat lagi ngedate gambar2 bercoti ala2 kat pulau jeju ;p kene ngedate kat opis la nampaknyer.. kengkawan jgn carik I kt fesbuk.. I nyahaktifkan diri sementara waktu.. I tak delete uolls pon..

P/s: eksen ko yer..suami ku sorang exec..ko mampu..?

Pe kes? -_-“ 


Thursday, December 1, 2011

1st dec 2011

Bos tak nak guna service airpak da.. da bertukar ke gdex. Macam biasa.. pape hal berkaitan office mestila I kene uruskan -_-“ (keje admin bukan senang.. yer betol!) kalau berurusan dengan supplier muka ala2 hero korea sangat la selesa sebab mereka ramah, baik dan selalu bukakan pintu untuk i..(ceh..gedik!)


Panggilan khusus untuk I dari encik kwsp, telekom dan sewaktu dengannya adalah sangat merimaskan. -_-“ encik bos lepas tangan jer semua kat I (sigh..tugas ana..tugas.. ;p) sebulan pertama selepas puan kerani resign dulu memang I kelam kabut.. semua pon kene handle sendiri.. (tp badan tak susut hokeh!) sekarang..office lagi kemas dari dulu, file pon I xrunsing cari ( sendiri susun sendiri tau la ;p)  bahagia dok office sorang2..lalalalala

harusla tergoda kan *_*

Masih mencari rumah sewa baru sebab I dapat jiran meroyan sekarang ni. Harapan nak beli rumah tapi harus la pegang skrol sarjana dulu. Akan upload gambar bercoti dengan family nanti.. bahagia sekejap bila mak datang rumah.. betol la.. rumah lebih berseri kalo ade mak n abah.. ^_^.. lepas pindah rumah sewa baru datang lagi ek..(hihi)

Notajarikakidemok:

Cik gdex: I kenal u la cik hana.. u da lama keje kan..
Cikna chubby: *_* ~senyum jer~ dalam hati “ I baru je setahun kat bumi kuantan ni”.. hahahaha

Setahun~lama la kot~ ke muka I muka biase2..ala2 familiar gitu..hihi..~

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Bitter

I tried my best in everything. I do. But if those eyes can’t see it there’s nothing else I can do. Winning the heart wasn’t the main reason..but to be appreciated and treated like one should do. Anyhow..this woman is surrender.



It can’t be teach, can’t be learn nor copy. It should be deep inside the heart which one belongs –feel it and cherish it the moment it lasts. The longer these eyes see, the bigger such pain cause to bleed. Yet they can avoid it but for how much long must they suffer?



There shall be an empty spaces here..the loneliness for those years –if I let them appear they would stay forever. The specific path should be choose –may it will not cause so much misery nor more than it ever done to anyone else.


lil' wish

Hardly got any ideas to post anything. belek-belek folder gambar lame jumpa sesuatu.. Owh..ya..wishlist tahun ni da tercapai satu tapinya..hihi..bahagia jap.

I always wanted a dslr..but then I changed it to cybershot ~di sini~ (yeah..dreams are hard to achieve..lol) and I know someone will always granted my wish ~wee…maceh mak~


Lepas ni leh posing2 maut kat mane2 ke? Hihihi

Friday, November 4, 2011

it will rain..surely



November.

Almost the end of 2011. Slightly different from previous years as I live closer to him now. Lots of hectic, arguments, tears, fights, laughter and joys.  Yet I do enjoyed it. For him become my best friend, my foe, my big brother, my father, my family, seems everything in fairy tales.


OK I LIED.


There’s no fairy tales. LOL. If I happened to have daughters I won’t allow them to read any fairy tales story especially an ugly duckling and Alice in wonderland. ~even both are my favorites among the others~ haha.

There’s only a reality and destiny. Reality is what we are now at the particular moment, while destiny is the path that we choose at the exact moment when a choice has to be made at instant time. ~source: me, myself & co..lalalala~ you can dream as much as you like, as high as you can aim.. but sometimes it’s good to have a miniscule dream and achieve it yourself.

In my tiny little heart I have a dream that I know I can achieve it one day. Even the day seems so far away..perhaps if I put my heart and soul I can really achieve it. However, I am, somehow, met with the wrong person at the wrong time. But did I regret it? Nope. I didn’t get what I want but I found something else. A lesson of a life times how you should not repeat it at any moment in your life.

Surely it will rain sometimes. But if I keep holding onto my umbrella, I won’t be totally wet.

source: google..




Friday, October 14, 2011

that woman


One woman loves you.
That woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow everyday,
That woman is laughing and crying.
Just How..How much more do I have to gaze at you alone.
This love that came like the wind, This love like a beggar.
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer..a little more..
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back.
I who love you am next to you now.
That woman is crying.



That woman now is very careful
Therefore, to learning a method of smile
Even can not talk with best friend … too much
So the woman’s heart is always crying

So that woman…is loving you…
Such a fool. Because it is such a fool
can you hug me?
I also want to be loved, my dear
Day by day in my heart, only in my heart…
just like this calling you
That woman, is still in your side



That woman… is me, do you know ?
Or You know it but still act this ?
You really do not know,because you´re a big fool …

Just How..How much more do I have to gaze at you alone.
This love that came like the wind, This love like a beggar.
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer..a little more..
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back.
I who love you am next to you now.
That woman is crying.











That woman -ost secret garden 
mode: ke laut at the moment 

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Until the time is through


Not yet. Not ready. Not surrender.

Numb.

Talk to myself.

Be patience with me in time being.

Still me. Still need it. Didn’t care of others.


Yet.. as time goes by..

Will prepare for it.


Still not this time.   


Friday, October 7, 2011

Quick Fever


Maybe it’s a heat-shock. Maybe it’s a symptom of fatigue. Or maybe just cause. Maybe I don’t need reasons to be sick. It’s just me.

I often want to be a superwoman. Independently do everything on my own. Haven’t got a good rest just a lame reason for not doing anything. Well, it’s just a thought. Who knew a thought is just a thought until you face the consequences.

I didn’t listen to my body nor believe in whatever it can or can’t. I just don’t know the limit. Suddenly it crashed. Yes, I felt numb for a while; my body started aching at the neurons, light headache and I can’t breath in my normal room temperature (which I always set at 28 Celsius).

At the end of the day, it was me all alone who facing the pain. This is it. This is the end. I have to stop not listening to my body and start to believe in everything it can takes, the boundaries itself. I used to believe if we keep pampering ourselves, we wouldn’t be strong enough to face anything. But I was wrong. To be able to face everything, first we must trust ourselves. Without trust, anything else doesn’t matter.

Perhaps I just need rest. And yes after taking a day off, pampering myself –not doing overload work- I feel refresh. Going to work, finish the unsettled tasks, and happily, being myself as usual.

And today - remains the unhealthy-sick-bore-to-death-me again. LOL! Who am I to fool? Obviously I need six-months-holiday twice a year.. ~huh~


Thursday, October 6, 2011

Day Ten : 10 final words



One word..

If u want to be happy then be..


Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Day Nine : 10 ways to win your heart


Seriously..i don’t know.. but if I happened to like u..then u’ve got the way..LOL

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Day Eight : 10 of your favourite songs

-mi vida sin ti – el original

-that man –hyun bin

-move like jagger –maroon 5
-today was a fairy tale -taylor swift
-more than words- extreme
-my favourite mistake-sheryl crow
-ku menunggu -rossa

-erm..currently listening to Korean'S song from soundtrack of various drama ..ngehngehngeh

Monday, October 3, 2011

Day Seven : 10 important people

-5 important person (my family) + encik = 6
-myself
-still figure out 3 more ;p

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Day Six : 10 items you can't live without


-encik comot –my car-
-white gold ring ^_^
-patrick –used to be fluffy one time ago ;p
-phone –a gift from mom..
-wallet –also a gift from mom
-notebook
-bracelet –a gift from mom
-pencil case –lots of pens there
-food
-water...LOL

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Day Five : 10 wishes

one biggest wish is enough ^_^

~For people I love and care to live happily without hesitation and crucial sickness..~

Friday, September 30, 2011

Day Four : 10 things you want to say to one person

-im sorry
-im sorry
-im sorry
-im sorry
-im sorry
-im sorry
-im sorry
-im sorry
-im sorry
-saranghea yo.... 

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Day Three : 10 things you hate


-spider
-dirty toilet
-folding clothes
-ironing
-washing dishes
-hello kitty
-red lipstick
-singing while taking a shower
-smoking
-cursing 

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Day Two : 10 things you love


-holiday
-cleaning the house
-wash clothes
-cooking
-baking
-spongebob and friends
-movies
-ice creams
-purple~licious
-research




Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Day One : 10 things about you




-a daughter
-a sister
-an ongoing-student-for-i-don’t-know-how-long
-a worker
-an independent woman-still-in-a-making
-a clumsy girl
-a dreamer-whose-aim-for-the-highest-once-in-a-blue-moon
-a friend and foe –for-my-significant-one
-a good listener
-a good talker –if-i-knew-you-long-enough

lagi-lagi cabaran

hihi...new challenges..kali ni  10 hari jer..dapat ke tak..tak tahu la..tp kene try la..


ni dia..



Day One :
10 things about you

Day Two :
10 things you love

Day Three :
10 things you hate

Day Four :
10 things you want to say to one person

Day Five :
10 wishes

Day Six :
10 items you can't live without

Day Seven :
10 important people

Day Eight :
10 of your favourite songs

Day Nine :
10 ways to win your heart

Day Ten :
10 final words




dapat masa tengah wat blogwalking..ececececeh...
dengan ucapan..
aja-aja fighting...

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Cereka-ceriki...haissshhh

Sekarang ni I da jarang-jarang nak update status bagai kat fb. Dan kadang-kadang je I komen kat status kawan-kawan. Login fb selalu la. Just nak tengok update and gambar-gambar kawan-kawan. Macam trend lak orang-orang zaman millennium ni.. semua gambar pun nak masukkan dalam fb. ~well..tak kisah la..fb ko kan *tangan ke dada mata ke ats * lol~

So kawan-kawan seusia I ni ~lewat 20an..pfff~ ramai la yang dok khabarkan kat fb da pregnant la, da masuk hospital nak bersalin la, letak gambar newborn baby la..paling tak menahan nama budak-budak sekarang. Huhu..harusla berbelit nak menyebut plus panjang berjela…~whatever la..anak ko kan..~

Ahad lepas I g la kenduri kahwin colleague. Mujur gi belah lelaki nyer pihak (kawan I perempuan). Kalau pergi ari sabtu tu harusla I kene cuci periuk semua sebab after pengantin berarak makanan segala pon da diangkut oleh sanak sedara ;p.. tengah makan-makan encik tanya berapa kos cik pengantin buat majelis kat hotel 3 bintang. I cakap tak tau. Pastu encik kata die nak wat kat dewan kalo leh. Mak aih –I telan nasi pun cam tercekik- matila I kene pura-pura jadi wanita melayu terakhir kalo kene bersanding bagai. -_-“

Pastu I cakap kat encik.. xpayah la, I kalau leh nak wat yang wajib jer. Tunang-bersanding ni semua tak penting. Kalo encik nak wat kat dewan tah apetah lagi..encik bersanding sorang la. –sampai ke tua la I xkawen gamaknyer kalo harus bersanding-silat-berpelamin bagai-

Tapiiiiiii…………………………

Semua pun bila I da konvo master..my life will be incomplete if I didn’t put an end to what I have started years ago. Sebab I ada cita-cita nak ada phd before 40 ^_^ terpaksa la cari balik update journal. Manuskrip pon banyak kena gubal plus kene wat proposal la in case nak sambung phd. Bila fikir masa depan terus tersenyum sorang-sorang. Hihi.

Nota di pintu: letak nama anak Kasihku Tak Beropol dengan Jejaka Idaman Gadis Semalaya..boleh? hahahaah

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Aging and Pride

Woman and age.. do you know a simple question like “how old are you?” might consider as life-threatening? LOL. Me? I used to tell people I’m 18 all the time. but not at this tender age of late 20s (see… it’s a taboo to tell your age ;p ) when people ask me what’s my age..i would tell my real age. Its an honour to be this old (well old is cruel word- I preferred senior ~_^ ).

And I don’t mind if I were buying something and the salesgirl called me “Kak” (or Sis). Even it’s obvious the salesgirl looks older than me. It’s ok. It’s an honour when people called you such a way ~smile~ I presume they do respect me ..(just my expectations). And I am most likely feel honoured when a man called me “Kak” not “adik “ or younger names. (agasshi is acceptable..haha) for me..when a man called you “adik” or “dik” seems like he can makes fun of me coz I’m younger. It’s a big no to me. Here..even the colleagues 3-4 years older than me..i would call myself as “kakak” when I’m talking to them. Sound serious? Huhu.. yesh I can like you as my younger brother or sister but never the eldest. For me my biological brother is my only big bro…while encik/ahjussi is my only oppa.. (mode: gegeli). Big sister.. would I? NO.

But everything seems like a joke when my aunt came visit us at my home during last hari raya. Yesh..I am pixie compared to my other family members. Her son asked me my age. I smiled and said “27…but I do look young izzit?” (I was joking hokey.. coz I can sense the next question will be bout tying-some-knot..huh) and that my aunt said..”yalah..i was going to say the same..you haven’t age since last I saw u. maybe coz u look cute as school girl” when was the last time i saw her..i'm not sure but surely within my high school year. ROFL.. And she asked whether I’m joking bout being same age as my cousin who now has 3 kids…(whilst sum1 and her “bff” seemed annoyed when people keep saying me being younger than 27-looks compared to her bff a.k.a her daughter who older than me)

Silly izzit? There’s a time when people mistakenly assume I’m a kid when hearing my voice on the phone or asking whether I have an IC or not (wait..do I look like pendatang haram? LOL), and stuffs.. but I know I wasn’t so fresh, so innocent yet so fragile as teenager. I’d through a lot during my childhood, continue in my teenager life and now I can proudly say I’m a grown woman.

P/s to sum1 and her “bff”;

Everything you’ve said, you’ve done to me.. I’ll keep it tight in my heart.. No, it’s not revenge, just a reminiscent of my tiny heart. And doing all that nasty things u did to me to other people just showing how rotten you are. Your daughter will be sum1 wife (if not sooner, later then) and to duplicate you in such a way surely makes her a “wonderful” person.


Monday, August 22, 2011

F.a.i.t.h


Forget bout the 30 days challenge. I now have to challenge myself even more ~sigh~ .. even life is not a fairy tale, I do wish some miracles could be happen. But as unlucky as I am.. those wishes could never be granted.

No I didn’t lose hope nor give up my life a bit. I know it’s the hardest path I have to choose and yet it already picked me. Let me be in my own wonderland as no one could fit in it except me. For that I might giving u up.. Then thou shalt lead your life better without me..


Lord, please give him all my happiness and health for I will exchange with his pain, sickness and sad moment in his life. Please give him all the smiles and time of my life for I will carry his loneliness and emptiness. Please give him all the love I have, heart that I’ve received for I will take his sorrow with me.


Sunday, August 14, 2011

30 hari mencari chenta

dandan i nak cabar diri sendiri..ekekeke..takla. cabaran ni i kutip dari blogwalking ~pff..nak gak kan~ hokey2..cabarannyer.. ~sempena bulan pose ni~


30 days blogging challenge:

Day 1 — Your favorite song
Day 2 — Your favorite movie
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.
Day 5 – How important you think education is?
Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.
Day 7 – Your dream wedding.
Day 8 – A song to match your mood.
Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 10 – A photo of our favorite place to eat.
Day 11 – What’s in your makeup bag?
Day 12 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 13 – Your views on drugs and alcohol
Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 16 – Your view on homosexuality.
Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.
Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex
Day 19 – Your reflection in the mirror
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 – 15 facts about you.
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 – Who are you?
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go.
Day 27 – What kind of person attracts you?
Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days


~semoga i bersikap serius semasa membuat cabaran ini hokey~

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Day 7 – Your dream wedding.


~not glamorous, not grand, not enormous..just a simple wedding with only family and close friend..
that's how i wanna be yours forever.. ~


ekekekke..mode gegeli

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.

tadaa...honey badger ^_^

Friday, August 5, 2011

Day 5 – How important you think education is?

it is important to me..how important? like so much..in fact i do wanna get my PHD before 40 ~can't target in 30's as it is imposibble i guess for me~ i don't care much bout what people think i am..but i do wanna have something that one day i could tell my children to follow my way LOL.

i had heard enough dialog such as...do learn well in school, u might not want to end up like me ~so much in malays drama nowadays~ as for me..i wanna be able to tell my kids one day...do learn well in school, u should end up like me, perhaps better. ;p


i am straight in education. if u wanna learn from me then tears will be ur best friend. hey, people didnt call me fierce for no reason...Hahaha!

aww..wanted to have me own library in me house..perhaps one day

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Day 4 -favorite photograph of your best friend



aww..can't decide which is my favourite so..i just put what ever i can found from my fb and my frens'.. 



Form 4 Sc 10 2000


Form 5 Sc 10 2001




Pantri Inbiosis ...somewhere in 2009 I guess


early 2009 -son of kak chah


Beraya kat PD..rumah huda

buka puasa 2009 with puan Zian santek

there she is..huhu

early 2010 -gym at Putrajaya

hihi..

BBQ at sungai congkak

sweet memories after all