Monday, March 25, 2013

The abnormal


spending this "holiday" with an old-timer-movie. heh! I knew I won't have this opportunity in future so yeah.. why not? =) got a called from my colleague from kuantan office just now asking why can't I work back with them? Truth is I won't not cause I can't. I just don't want. Being admin wasn't an easy job after all plus when you have to deal with the account some more. I 'm just too tired. Maybe I should try something else.. An astronaut perhaps ;p


Too much things I have to think about.. 

such a hectic mind...right now

Friday, March 22, 2013

It's done!


As shock as it may sound..well yeah.. I did resign from my job here. I mean the one that offered me the big amount (allegedly). It was so much hectic and heartache I’m going to say but the details..well let me keep it myself. 

When you are the only different race among the others surely you will be treated “better” –in sarcastic way. I keep being patience and try to adapting to the environment but that’s it. Last Wednesday was my limit. And honestly if I keep staying in the same place, doing the same job I’ll be the women version of Incredible Hulk –but I’d prefer turning into purple rather than green. LOL. 

The policy stricted state that only can use ENGLISH –but hey, since there’s only one people with other race why don’t we just use our common tongue. It wasn’t the big problem actually. But can’t use malay words I think that’s a big BullS**t! Come on.. we are supposed to be 1Malaysia I presume. 

And the biggest s**t that I’m supposely control THE company account not the owner’s japanese restaurant, or do their clients’ E form or etc. Am only starting for a week and the bos assumed me to know every files located, every single receipts was kept or the previous years file was stored. This is absurd. Totally insane.

I knew i had signed the contract but look I’m still in probation. But did the boss listen to me..nope. And being the one who keep comparing me to her favourite staff and a month trainees there. So yeah. 

I’m pissing off and unemployed in time being. This I knew that being patience and keep staying there won’t do me any good!


Thursday, March 21, 2013

through sleepless night



Saturday, March 9, 2013

Bakal Transit?



This is it. Some people might consider it as the end, but for me I do believe that this is the new beginning for me. The job that I once said I was undelightful to accept, finally become my new career. The new boss offered such an amount that I know I cannot resist compared to my previous wages. While my previous boss just won’t let me resign –just yet. -_-“ He threw my resignation letter and asked me to stay –which I will if the situation was better. 

This week became a mad week for me. The week which I had to give a month notice (minus 12 days annual leave) and accept the offer letter while finishing my task –which is behind schedule obviously -_-“. Of course I didn’t manage to complete it, which is why I have to bring all the documents, files, etc back home. Unofficially, I've already resign from my previous jobs; HOWEVER, the previous boss wants me to keep working even from far-far-away. Like we won’t see each other eyes to eyes but keep connecting via email, courier, phone calls, and teamviewer, Which means I have to going back to back Kuantan-Melaka every fortnight or so. -_-“ and he said it may takes a while –within a year or two- then I can decide whether to resign officially or working back with them. 

I already packed some of my stuffs at my office. Hopefully there’s a replacement for me not long after I’ll be gone. The salary will be double but not to mention the stress + burden I have to cope with. Will start working at new place this Monday –while still carrying the stuffs at my previous office. Arrgghhh!! Will I manage to do that? Hopefully things will get better as soon as I can adapt with new environment. Luckily, I’ll be working five days a week only, so Saturday will be my working day for previous boss. 

Have to manage my time wisely, as my main focus always to complete the one and only thesis I had been holding on for quite sometimes! 

Owh..masih belum packing barang nak pindah. Esok sudah nak balik kampung. Kerja di tempat baru akan ada sedikit stress..bahasa utama adalah bahasa Inggeris. Sila jangan kekambingan nanti!!!!!

Sunday, March 3, 2013

12th!