the way it supposed to be

Yesterday was hell –literally -_-“ maybe it was PMS –duhh! Maybe it was me myself. The day before I got news –a bad one which change my life forever –well not entirely forever but still huh…sigh! I knew it all along but it was a wake up call for me. Suddenly I have to change my entire living plan. Harusla bersedih sampai tertidur –yesh I am that kind of woman..sedih sampai tak henggat la kononnya.. hehe!

If my life were a fairytale obviously I would be that evil witch people hate the most and wish never ever existed! Contrary indeed. Last raya I felt so much blessed. People-who-hate-me-for-no-concrete-reason-from-i-was-a-lil-girl finally shedded their tears while hugged and kissed me. I was shocked. As much as I hated them for treating me wrongly I hugged them back. And I was relieved. Not because finally they like me –for-some-reason-which-i-don’t-even-know- but in my heart I knew I was able to forgive them and ask for forgiveness.

It is a blessed. Indeed. And it feels so much better now knowing we holding no grudge against each other –at least. But what’s my life without a cloud-stormy-rain? It ain’t easy.

Well.. I’ll just go with the flow. It’s a bit whimsical but I am sure I can handle it just like I always do. And at the end after all this messy-terrible-things had happened, I can give a pat on my shoulder. For being strong, determine and for being myself, honestly.

Already prepared my resign letter. I give myself 3 months and yes it means by end of this year. Sometimes I do wonder if I let myself free will I really be happy or getting worse? Or should I do something that I really like and lead my life the way I want? Melodramatically.

Whatever happens happens. Only God knows why and the best.

Candlelight Dinner & iphone ~huhu~

Semalam berbuka puasa dengan candle light dinner. Lol! Sebab tiada letrik -_-" sejam jugak la bergelap sambil ditemani cahaya lilin. Mujur lepas mandi baru takde letrik. Sempat telefon careline TNB tanya kot-kot dorang tau sampai bila kami kena bergelap hasil nya...masih dalam siasatan. -_-"

jari jemari tembun -_-" belek-belek gambar ni masa ambil dalam samar-samar cahaya tak nampak lak pape entiti paranormal. mujur takde..smlm kn malam jumaat -_-" sila la berhenti baca cerita hantu!!

Da habis sedut Hell's Kitchen Season 10 tapi semalam sempat tengok sampai episod 4 je. Bila puasa di siang hari harus la mata ni mudah nak tutup tepat pukul 10 malam. huhu. Encik bagi msg pun tak dengar sebab mata da berat sangat da. Harusla tidur bagi pulihkan tenaga. Lol!

Dapat iphone ni. Ko ado?? hahahaha

p/s: "Butterfly terbanglah tinggi, Setinggi anganku untuk meraihmu, Memeluk batinmu yang sempat kacau.. Karna merindu" -konon-konon nak jiwang bagi msg ni kat encik pg td..sekali encik reply "ko kena angin pe ni ha? " hahahahha...xleh blah la encik. ko memang sesuatu!

takde tajuk

Wahhh.. hari ni jadi combi zombie. Kalau zombie dok kejar otak orang, aku lak ibarat zombie yang mengejar kafein! Hah amek ko! Semalam layan cerita Spartacus sampai pukul 2 pagi. Tu pun paksa gak mata untuk tidur kalau tak mahu nya sampai subuh tak lelap mata lagi. Pukul 6.30 da bangun. Menggigil badan masa bangun tadi sebab tak cukup tidur. Hahahaha.. ada ke patut? Rasa-rasa macam lama je sujud solat subuh tadi. Ahh sudah!

Tu lah orang dok posting kat facebook malam nisfu syabaan banyak kan amalan bukan banyak kan marathon drama siri (itukah amalan yang akan dibawa nanti? -_-“)  kisahnya semalam konon nak tengok Ghost Adventures kat TV8 tapi tetiba housemate da tukar channel. Huhu.. takpe la pas siap solat bagai tangan ni gatal ter –on lak laptop and bukak siri Spartacus. Mujur baru abis sedut season 1. Kalau tak harus la habis semua season malam semalam gak ;p

Cerita pasal gladiator and slaves. Memang ganas la lebih kurang macam cerita game of thrones (I loike!-minggu lepas baru habis marathon game of thrones) Cuma view tak secantik game of thrones. Iye la Spartacus aired on 2010 kalau tak silap while game of thrones baru je tahun lepas. Tambah lak Spartacus ni macam low-budget drama la. And original hero for this drama already R.I.P –cancer. Kesian nama baru nak naik da takde.

 Arya Stark yang comel!

Malam ni harus tidur awal ganti balik tidur semalam yang tak cukup –heh! Tak leh janji sebab sampai rumah jer harusla mata ni segar bugar. Kat ofis kemain ko ngantok tahap panda semput. Minggu depan macam nak marathon cerita baru pulak. Pretty Little Liars ok k ek? Huhu..

postscript: as much as Arya Stark hates The Lannister that's how much hatred i have for u!! LOL-_-"

Walking....Deadly.. -_-"

I love blog-walking. And it's bored when there are no new post from frens' blog. Phew.. Then I noticed I hardly blogging since April. It's been a while since i ever posted anything here. No, am not busy with what am doing right now. It just...i tried to gain any last bit of my strength to keep going with my life. Yes, am sound serious and I am. For about 2 months when I'm thinking about it I'll get grumpier, blaming myself for everything..It's not like am not moving on. Am just a human..sometimes the memories just popped up in my head and there I go again remembering every details of what had happened that night and never lost a single flash of it. But in the end I always knew I am not the one who hurt the most. Someone had been through his life harder right now and for that I must be stronger than before. 

Speaking of which, I did missed some of my favorite TV series as consequences of what had happened previously. Now I am back in track. And..(with shiny eyes) i fell in love with The Walking Dead (TWD) series (ohmegerd!!) I knew long enough that i do love anything with zombie apocalypse..and if it were happened -and if I'm survive- am gonna hunt for that one special biatch and her other half (if they became zombies) and kill them first- but if vice versa..well am gonna eat them first- LAUGHING OUT LOUD WITH STRAIGHT FACE- hahahaha..

I even read its comics. There are some characters wasn't in the comics but in tv series. I do love the main character which is Rick Grimes (somehow he reminds me of Dan Humphrey -Gossip Girl -which idk where's the connection -_-"  maybe the way they talk..quite cute didn't they? ) and Daryl Dixon. A brave yet volatile men whom we would want to be in our team if the apocalypse ever happened..I mean..hey who the hell will make himself a sandwich after got lost 9 days in the woods?? ;p Can't wait to watch TWD season 3 which might coming soon around this Oct they said.

While Queen B (obviously Blair from GG) eventually confessed the one that she loves all the time is Chuck Bass. I loved the couples -they have this cute-scheming-team- which would never came succeed between Blair and Dan. Poor lonely Boy.. I must said that i did have a slightly crush on Lonely Boy at 1st season but not anymore now.. huhu.. Surprisingly Bart Bass is alive (waaaaaa...Chuck did lost his title in Bass Industry but am hoping Blair will help him from despair like a looong time ago - previous season I mean)

still Henry (the kid) is waaayyy better than annoying Carl (TWD)

This weekend am doing marathon of Once Upon a Time - sometimes i just felt I really wanna shake Emma's body and tell her that she is Mary Margaret a.k.a Snow White daughter -but she'll now eventually when it is season finale as usual *_* rolling eyes! and don't forget tons of movie which I'd got from various source -if u know what I mean-hahaha... Encik said he will be going to KL this weekend or next Monday so at least I have something to do while he's not here.. yep..it's kinda bored when he's not around..no one to act goofy with -haha-

Red Riding Hood -she's hot!

Am trying to post entry from my android -ooo...encik bought me a smart phone for my birthday, and it's pink and small and slim just like me (pffff)- but the excitement is different than using pc or laptop as it's smaller and unfortunately the digi's line in my area wasn't so clear so using internet would be suck!

Long post for now..huhu...don't now when will I ever back to normal.


p/s: Sophie won the antm : British Invasion -hoorraaayyy... between Laura and Sophie i loved both of them.. as Laura wasn't so annoyed like Eboni (30-never la sgt kan...) and Simone (suka sgt muncung bila kena komen ke hape..pfff) but in the end they picked Sophie.. nampak sgt la sebab Nigel dgn Kelly prefer Sophie than Laura.. heh..

S.t.u.n.n.i.n.g

Monolog

“ saya menaiki sebuah kapal yang sangat besar bersama seorang lelaki dan seorang wanita yang saya sangat kenal. Tapi saya tak ingat siapa mereka. Tiba-tiba kapal tersebut melalui jurang yang sangat dalam. Saya tak mampu berbuat apa-apa cuma sempat berdoa dengan Tuhan untuk selamatkan saya. Pelik bila saya selamat dalam kapal itu, tidak tenggelam tapi lelaki dan wanita itu hilang. Dan saya tersedar mendengar azan subuh.”

Jari manis kanan masih bengkak. Lebam da hilang tapi masih tak boleh sarung cincin di situ. Hati saya juga masih bengkak dan terus terbungkam sepi. Secara serius saya tak tahu apa relevan nya semua ini dalam hidup saya. Saya tak mampu nak hadapi semua ini. Tapi siapalah saya untuk mengatakan tidak pada ketentuan Illahi. Ya, saya redha. Saya pasrah.

Segala yang terjadi ada hikmah yang tersembunyi. Sambil berjenaka saya memberitahu pada diri. Saya dan Rita Rudaini bagaikan mempunyai kisah yang sama kecuali dia seorang yang cantik. Mungkinkah akhirnya saya akan menang seperti Fasha Sandha yang sangat manis di hari bahagianya setelah melalui pelbagai fasa perhubungan dengan cinta hati? Saya tidak tahu.

Saya tak pernah nak memisahkan seorang ibu dengan anaknya. Apatah lagi menjadikan seorang anak itu derhaka terhadap wanita yang paling berharga dalam hidup setiap manusia. Saya selalu mengalah walaupun hati saya remuk, maruah saya bagai dipijak-pijak. Mungkin saya tidak redha dan ikhlas diperkotak-katikkan sebegitu. Tapi saya bukan maksum. Saya hanya manusia biasa yang penuh dengan dosa dan khilaf. Saya akan lepaskan dia hanya jika dia yang meminta. Ya. Saya akur andai takdirNya begitu.

Layakkah saya mencintai makhlukNya sedangkan cinta agungNya tidak pernah saya damba? Layakkah saya merindui hambaNya sedangkan rindu padaNya tidak pernah terungkap? Layakkah saya terus mengharap kasih dari ciptaanNya sedang kasihNya yang satu sentiasa melimpah ruah?

Ya..terlalu jauh kaki ini melangkah. Hanya padaMu ku berserah.

Alhamdulillah.. semua ini menjadikan saya lebih kuat. Saya maafkan dan redha dengan semua yang berlaku. Cuma melupakan perkara ini akan mengambil masa. Masih berparut dan harapnya tidak akan terluka di masa hadapan. Tapi saya hanya mampu merancang. Yang baik dan indah datang dari Allah. Yang buruk dari diri saya sendiri.

semoga semuanya baik-baik saja. 

Cerita bulan april

warning: double entry in one day~bravo to myself~

Cerita banyak takde..heh..baru pas tengok cerita Mirror Mirror based on Snow White story. Suka sangat watak evil queen a.k.a mak tiri Snow White –selamba jer muka dia bila dia buat treatment as she hosted the ball for prince charming–letak mask tahi burung kat muka, biar lebah sengat bibir dia nak dapat bibir mungil ala-ala Angelina jolie, ulat berengga kat lobang idong, and paling dasyat masa dia ikat korset kat badan masa nak kawen dengan prince charming tu –well, he was under the evil queen’s puppy love spell. Lol!

Dramatiknya, cermin yang selalu dipropaganda kan as a talking mirror who knows all the details in the world. Such a fresh idea when the image in the mirror was the queen herself, not some-other-funny-face like the one in Shrek film..heh! and the twist in the story when the prince no longer save the snow white, instead she turns out to save the prince from the love spell.I watched alone as I don’t think encik like this genre of movie –but I was wrong. He said he likes it too –pfff… u do like fairy tales? I’ll get him a copy when I get the dvdrip file..

Last Wednesday was a public holiday, so I had a time to watch this horror movie –was it? Paranormal activity 3 –sequel from paranormal activity 2 which I’m not mistaken. Kisah 2 orang adik beradik perempuan Katie (kakak) and Kristi (adik) yang tinggal dengan mak and pakwe mak dorang. Kristi ni ada imaginary friend named Toby. Kristi ni comel and kalau cakap riak muka dia sangat kelakar hokey. Cam biasa la kalo paranormal activity punya cerita ne ada nampak antu nyer. Nampak benda-benda bergerak jer la.

Paling meremangkan bulu idung masa ada sorang baby sitter (BS)dating rumah. Mak dorang dengan pakwe dia pergi keluar jap. Pastu BS ni main selubung badan dengan cadar konon dia hantu. Puas main-main dengan Katie and Kristi, dia pun turun ke dapur, minumm air and buat homework kot. Pakwe mak dorang ni letak videocam yang dia letak kat atas kipas angin. –dia modified kipas angin tu so that video boleh letak atas kipas and rotate la. Masa BS tengah dok kat meja nampak la sekujur badan berselubung cadar ala-ala dia tapi beza nya badan tu tinggi Kristi je. Tapi BS tak nampak –penonton jer nampak..nak takutkan penonton kaedahnya. Bila kamera rotate ke arah BS tengok-tengok benda tu da ada kat belakang dia. –masa menaip ni bulu idung pon tegak da, hahahaha, Agak-agak BS ni da rasa lain macam dia toleh belakang, benda tu hilang, tinggallah cadar tu jer.

Ekekekeke.. sampai malam termimpi-mimpi hokey. Lagi menakutkan dari sumpahan hantu kum kum yang berusaha keras menakutkan penonton tapi nan hado. Jalan cerita lembap and very predictable. Harusla ada scene rasuk merasuk. Mujur ku sedut jer kalo tak..membazir! pfff

This weekend I told encik I’m not available. I have so many things to do and going out isn’t one of them. I mean I got a season series of Once Upon a Time -semalam da tertengok satu episod, terpaksa tahan diri jangan tengok lagi before weekend..heh!, Revenge, Switched at Birth, Game of Throne –siri ni kena mendalami betol-betol kalo tak kena ulang tengok 2,3 kali baru faham-, and not to mention cerita John Carter, Silent House and The woman in Black. See..i wasn’t lie when I said I have so many things to do..LOL

P/s frust Ashley da terkeluar antm 18 –british invasion, rambut pink Sophie pon da tak pink lagi.. lagi frust bila aku boleh nyanyi lagu Greyson Chance-lol! I hate his songs..For real! Ahh..sudah-sudah… tak pasal-pasal nanti aku dibenci oleh pemunat-pemunat dia..tapi ade aku kesah!

gambar last ashley dalam antm18~sob sob. she is stunning

Entangled gone?

No I didn’t have Pocahontas hair and such. I mean a long-luscious-blackish-thick hair. My hair is so-so. Ehem..and by that what I really mean is kinda-bad-hair-condition. Relying on DNA and what's God has given me, I’m sure it is perfectly OK. But admit it, u just don’t know how to take care of it. Yes! For crying out loud.

During my childhood, mom always “orders” me to keep my hair long until my age was 23. I did chop it just to keep the end healthy but that was it. I have this bad-hair condition ever since I can remember. Everytime I look into a mirror I always picturize myself looks like a leukemia patient who will loss all her hair eventually. And that terrify me a lot.

It was then until I’m doing some treatment for my beloved hair. Doing it by myself. Thanks to internet, I found some ways to prevent myself become bald. Lol! I had coloured my hair – using inai btw, rebounded it, cut and styled it as many ways as I can remembered –pretending oneself as Korean actress who has cute hair. And now I’m just like my hair the way it is –not so blackish, not so thick, not so long, and kinda wavy- heh!

Terapi rambut agar tak gugur –segenggam rambut sehari lama-lama jadi botak..haruslah dicegah.

i)syampu rambut dengan syampu anti kelemumur (for those yang ada masalah ni –like me-ehem but sekarang tak banyak da..weeee) –I use Pantene. Urut-urut kepala dalam 2-3minit lepas tu buang buih-buih syampu.

ii) letak syampu lagi –kali ni I guna L’oreal Elvive Re-nutrition. Bau sangat wangi and worth for total hair repair –ada royal jelly katanya..heh. Urut-urut kepala lagi sampai berbuih syampu tu ada la dalam 2-3minit gak

iii) harusla bilas sampai bersih. Lepas tu letak pulak conditioner. I use L’oreal Elvive Re-nutrition Conditioner. Ok kadang I malas guna kondisioner.. bila nak wat treatment jer I guna sebab bau syampu pon da wangi and rambut jadi selembut sutera..FOR ME la..wahh gitu.

iv) cuci bersih-bersih sampai hilang conditioner tu.

v) kering kan rambut dengan cara tekap slow-slow guna towel which is different from ur body towel. Lol.. harus la asing towel rambut and badan hokey.

vi) dah agak-agak kering-lembap rambut tu..letak lak mask rambut. I use pantene hair mask –total damage. Bau memang wangi + kuat. Sapu kat rambut and urut-urut sikit hujung rambut. Biar dalam 5 minit camtu pastu bilas bersih-bersih especially kulit kepala..berkurap la pulak kang tak basuh molek-molek..hahaha

vii) keringkan rambut. Kalau boleh biar la guna kaedah semulajadi –non hair dryer punya kaedah. Lepas tu letak la vitamin rambut –I use ellips hair vitamin –red, purple, yellow, black..i can’t figure which is which so I just buy all kinds of them. Hehe. Apply it to your hair and avoid the scalp kalo tak berkelemumur nanti. and walla..it smells good and lasting.

I buat treatment rambut ni dalam 2-3 kali seminggu. U can do everyday if u rajin. So me-bad day hair-is finally over. Dan jarang sikat rambut pon sekarang ni. Guna jari pon boleh. It was then when my hair scattered all over bed and pillows. Sekarang kurang da keguguran rambut yang melampau and dandruff? Bubye!   

But then..it just me. I don’t know bout other people. It works for me.

Give your heart a break -and no it's not a song lyric by the way

Things get back to normal. A million thanks to TM’s mr-nice-customer-service-man who kindly helped this pity lil’ lady after a week without an internet connection. Yup..had been kicked over here and there, called this man, that man… finally this man consulted me to reset my account password –gave me a number to fax the company letterhead with some information and 2 hours after that a woman called and said she already reset my password and it can be activated within 30minutes.

Ok. I was a bit relieved. This morning I did configured my modem and walla! Im connected again. It’s been a chaotic week without an internet. Felt like I was breathing out of air. LMAO!

Lately being addicted to Hell’s Kitchen series..gossip girl (argh..Dan & Blair…poor Chuck Bass… but I do like it somehow..haha) and ANTM (latest british invasion which I love Sophie-with her pink cotton candy hair and Ashley –with a cute british accent.. and somehow Azmarie. She’s sooo fierce!) It’s so frustrated Angelea didn’t win antm 17 all stars cycle. She’s so funny and stunning. And I watched back cycle 14 when she did get into the house –and this time I think I do like that outspoken team which include herself, Krista and Alasia.

                                        Cycle 17                                                      

Out of the blue my boss asked me when will I settled down. I just told her my chicken tabung didn’t full yet. Heh! Seriously..i give myself two years from now. No it wasn’t that long..I mean now is already April and without I’m noticing it I will be 30 and yeay! 

my xylem is tingling

Get on my nerves! Again TM really “makes my day”. Memang system tolak-tendang-sepak sana-sini diamalkan kat semua tempat agaknya. Buat report sana ditolak ke department sini, pastu department sini tolak pulak ke sinun, yang sinun lak kata bukan julat kerja dia so dia tak boleh buat apa-apa then tendang lak ke sana –a point where I just begun with. Pathetic.

Once, I had made a report at JBA Pahang, sebab meter air rosak plus paip air bocor. And not only the customer service were bad, they’re also rude. As usual, laporan dibuat and I have to answer the same question over and over again –account no, owner’s name, address and bla, bla, bla. Whatthe?? Didn’t you guys have a database that includes all that? I mean if I did give y’all the account number for sure you can detect the owner name and such. But nope. What was bad, they not just ask me to call other department, when I called the other department, a rude plus arrogant woman told me to call back JBA and talk to previous department which I just called to make a report. For real? So what I just did before I called this arrogant woman?

And know what, I called back JBA, made another report and a month passed but no one ever came to fix that meter. For real! Batang idung pegawai JBA nampak la masa nak bagi bil air bulan ni. Ah..I don’t give a damn..

Back to TM, since yesterday my internet connection had been disconnected. I don’t know why, they said we’d upgraded our speed, but the installer came last Wednesday told we’re already on the highest speed. So fine. The TM services officer told me to called the installer back to recheck the connection. And I did. He just said –oh, it’s the connection at your place. Let’s just wait. Hell yeah..i’d waited like forever. This morning I called back TM –with so many advertisement in line- and this lady told me this, that and that like I am noob. We didn’t have any changes and our line was fine until your installer came. As predicted, she asked me to call the installer back. LOL! Unluckily, I called TM in front of my boss and I was a little in a rage –and about to explode but I couldn’t cause I have this nice, calm, innocent image to maintain.. hahahahaha.

My chubby fingers now is tired of dialing the installer man number as he’s now turning off his hand phone for some reasons only God knows the best. Am getting back like 30minutes more and I do feel want to through nature bomb at his house and wake him up if only he still sleeping. Bad day? Nope..tired of bad customer services at certain agency.

Ufggggghghmdfhkdfklhl .

Momok datang lagi

Satu bulan satu entri..boleh? haha..

Masa mula-mula dok rumah sewa dulu (yeay! Saya da berpindah..) rumah tu nearly a year takde orang stay. Sebab tuan rumah baru beli dari owner lama. Saya tak amek kisah sangat. Dan rumah tu tak lak tunjuk tanda-tanda menyeramkan. Heh. Selamba jer balik dari keja petang sabtu saya kemas sorang-sorang and tido kat 2^nd room.

Ahad nya baru balik melaka amek barang and adik. Malam tu adik tido kat hall dan saya berdengkur kat bilik saya la which is master bedroom. That night nothing happened. ~cam cerita hantu lak~

Nak dijadikan cerita, seminggu lepas pindah (tak la seminggu), malam tu malam jumaat. Kalau tak silap lepas maghrib camtu kawasan perumahan tu black-out. saya selamba lagi ~huhu ade adik kan..tak la takutzz~ pasang lilin segala jadi la terang rumah tu. And ada 1 lilin saya letak kat sinki dapur. Memang saya letak tengah-tengah and kalo setakat angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa memang takkan jatuh la. Sebelah lilin tu pulak ada penutup botol. ~haha..imagine la sendiri~

Tengah saya borak-borak dengan adik, tetiba dengar bunyik sesuatu jatuh kat dapur ~hokey tetibe goosebump la sekarang ni~ adik saya (dia berani berbanding adik bongsu saya..heh) gi la kat dapur tengok. Saya Tanya ape barang tu. Die tunjuk penutup botol sebelah lilin tu. Saya pelik sangat sebab kedudukan penutup tu memang memustahilkan untuk ia jatuh melainkan disentuh oleh zarah yang sama sifat sehingga menyebabkan ia boleh terusik dari kedudukan asal. Tapi saya senyap je. Adik pon sama.

2,3 hari lepas tu saya g beli sayur kangkung and encik rendam akar kangkung tu kat bekas plastik tepi sinki yang sama gak. Pagi-pagi before g keja memang saya xde masa la nak masak bagai tapi sempat jeling kat sinki tu. Balik keja saya tengok kangkung tu da terkeluar dari bekas tu. Saya Tanya adik nape die letak kangkung tu kat luar and tak rendam? Dia kata bukan dia and dia ingat saya yang wat. Hokey saya da amuk. Sebab keadaan kangkung tu bukan bersepah, tapi seolah-olah ada orang keluarkannya dari bekas and letak elok-elok kat tepi bekas tu.

Saya buka bilik stor and cakap..weh, ko nak dok sini aku tak halau pon, sewa pon aku tak mintak, tak payah la ko nak tolong aku masak sume. Lagi 1 xpayah nak tunjuk-tunjuk muka ko, aku tak nak kenal pon. Kalo ko kaco lagi aku panggil org halau ko.

~memang saya cakap cm2 dengan nada serius and garang..hoho~

ne saya tau die dok bilik stor? Sal belakang bilik stor ada pokok mangga besar and agak suram masa tu. And adik saya pernah dengar plastik yang saya gantung kat tombol pintu bilik tu kena usik malam-malam.

Heh.. lepas tu dia ada la mimpi macam-macam..tapi tak lama la. Things back to normal sooner than we thought. Hehe.. 

Mungkin?

Agak malas mencoret sesuatu sebelum dan selepas tahun baru. Mungkin kah saya bakal menamatkan zaman menulis blog? Huhu.. sangat runsing sekarang. Mungkin kah kerunsingan ini akan berakhir sejajar dengan hujung januari ini? Berdebar sangat.

Minggu depan da bermula cuti panjang sempena tahun baru cina. Saya suka kan cuti dan sudah lama tak jejak ke kampung halaman. Paling penting dapat tengok muka mak, abah. Rindu sangat rasa di hati. -_-“ harus menangis kalau dapat balik hanya pada bulan Mei. Sudah 4 bulan tak balik..sedih tau!

Ada yang bertanya kenapa penutup 2011 saya komen hanya dengan lagu trauma.. harus ke saya jawab standard ala-ala datuk siti ~biarlah rahsia?~ TIDAK! ~sambil memakai selendang dan berjambul ke?~ tiba-tiba saya rasa diri seekor ayam sebab berjambul.. ;p

Saya bagi peluang terakhir untuk diri saya. Itu saja jawapan bagi lagu trauma. Selepas ini saya harusla tidak memandang ke belakang lagi takut dengan gangguan momok ke? Nanti saya cerita tentang rumah sewa saya sekarang ni. Ada kisah momok semasa saya baru pindah tahun lepas. Tapi tak boleh cerita sekarang sebab nanti momok tau saya cerita kat orang lain terus dia tunjuk muka pulak~heh!~

Tunggu saya pindah tempat baru ke baru leh cerita? Bila la leh pindah ni….