Recently, my bride-to-be-lil-sis
wassup-ed me. I knew there was something happened when she contact me. Not that
I don’t like it, I love it so much. With her, I can be myself. We always
gossiping and updating each other.
Owh, she’s the one who wanted me
to be her bridesmaid. Heh. It’s a big NO honey. I’m just too old for that sort
of stuff. She told me she wanted to call her engagement off. No, I wasn’t
surprise at all. I knew that stage, when the other side didn’t show as many
interest as we did (in the preparations etc) we will get mad. As if they didn’t
want this thing (marriage) to be happen and the one who put all their best is
US. Ok..this I’m referring to people who will get married. Heh.
So, I adviced her to calm down,
try to reminiscing all the good times they had shared together within their
nine years ++ being in love and still. This is the crucial step in their
relationship. But she scolded me for taking sides of her fiance. Huhu. Actually,
it wasn’t my purpose. I knew that guy will take a really good care of her. Nothing
for sure but I do trust my instinct. And she said apart of my
hustle-hectic-love-life, I still keep cool. I tried my best not to meroyan ;p.
For being real, I’m not cool. I
was weak and fragile. I was, back then and now. There’s a say that you don’t
know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. Owh by
the way, I didn’t accept the job offer. I called the company last Friday said sorry
and told them I have a better offer, which I haven’t. They said they will try
to offer me another deal and make me to reconsider on Monday and they didn’t call
back today so I guess I’m not their best candidates anymore. Heh! Well, better
searching for another job. I won’t allow myself working in the same company
anymore for consecutive years to come. -_-“
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