Karma : -the good or bad emanations felt to be generated by someone or something
this is the 2nd time i felt down..after almost 2 years and half i've done nothing but rubbish? 
i really dont think i can keep moving on if the person who supposed to back up me was the 1 who stabbed me right in front of my face!..n she keep saying about stabbing person at the back? (whattheheck?? 
)i'm not that innocent person yet not that too-bit**y type..but pls..if u dont want any responsibilities juz dont take it..i'm so pissed off n at that moment until now i'm thinking of quitting what i had done..
i'm supposed i dont have any gud motivation right now..(even when mr. z keep saying..come on baby
I LIKE 
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maybe it's a joke but nobody knows.. i've got to let this awful-down-feeling go! maybe if i were sum1 who special to certain ppl, talented, bubbly..thing will turns to be different i presumed..i do hate double standard-ing so much..in fact it disgusts me a-lot (seriously 
) do hate it so much!
p/s - if u dont want ppl treat u like a h*ll juz dont treat other ppl like that!
it's a normal things u favor particular person but do treat ppl nicely n EQUALLY!
Love n Regards;
A.L
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