sicked of a drama queen.. tired of being blamed all the times.. 
hmm.. some ppl dont care about the rest..just they, themselves n what they aimed for.. my progress meeting previously..well...i dont have problems with the presentation (i guessed) BUT I DO HAVE PROBLEMS WITH SOME PPL right now!! (n dam* i mean it).. 
deep down inside me i really dont want 2 b rude or forget 'bout ppl who helped me..but it's so annoying when u get blamed all the times..(since i alwiz wear black doesnt mean i have that weird bad character thou!) maybe yup..it's my fault..i prefer ppl 2 assume me as a bad girl - u might have 2 know me better then u can judge me later- rather than sweet-nice-bubbly girl (which turns out 2 b not-so-innocent pun eventually..hAHA)
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[/caption]hmm..i tend to be soooo RUDE (n i mean that word) when it comes 2 ppl who i dislike sooo much!! i'm not a lil' angel who loves everybody (n yet i'm not going 2 b) n of coz not every1 likes me.. so 2 be fair..if u dont like me juz ignore me n i will do the same.. juz get out off my face lar
..this week will have the same manuscript writing workshop..phew.. if u dont like me why u should pick me together with all ur fav pet??!! the choosen 1 wasnt alwiz b me..but when it comes to the worst 1..yup..i'm the 1st choice after all..yet the best choice to be the worst i could say..
as i'm reaching my 3rd year in I@#$%^&***, i figured out the real meaning of being-at-the-top n how it supposed to be
..if u want to be at the top of everythg u muz do whatever it takes 2 make sure it's u who alwiz be the best..n how it works?
pulling ur frens 2gether to reach the golden goal? 
naah! dont be that innocent-nice-bubbly girl la
.. instead of pulling..u have u PUSH every1 down, STEP at their back n CLIMB to their head to get to the top!
in addition..u have to told every1 how pathetic u r, how ppl treat u badly, how u lead ur life so hardly (including that u r not fully supported) 
..n the crucial part - u have 2 show ur best yet find the worst in ur enemy n spread it to ur boss
..(afterward tell ur frens a.k.a ur enemy u will never done anythg that will ruin their reputations!) believe me it really works la..(whether u r working in lab or office
)
well..as 4 me..let me be the 1 who watch all this melodramatic acts..(even it wasnt worth any cents 2 me 
) juz 2 remind myself.. treat ppl the way u want to be treated (its OK 4 me if u want to be treated as H*LL 
..wasnt my problem at all)
p/s sorry as i found my b*tch* level is increasing sumhow..miahahaha 
Love n Regards,
A.L
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