Tuhan kirimkanlah aku,
kekasih yang, baik hati,
yang mencintai aku,
apa adanya
Mawar ini, semakin layu,
tak ada yang, memiliki,
seperti, aku ini,
semakin, pupus
(munajat cinta -ahmad dhani)
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been into this song lately..yup..it's a slow song but i like it so much..(n recently YUNA -& SEBENARNYA..) hmm..i tend to be sum1 who alwiz shedding my tears no matter how small the thing is..(exception..xla smpi terpijak taik ayam pun nangis..huhu)..that's my biggest weakness in life..i juz lurvvve 2 cry n i dont know why..maybe that's some sort of mechanism for me 2 defend myself..(from...who? what? when? how??) recently..sum "BIG" things had happened to my life..n it was hard, tough..n i juz thought i'm not gonna make it.. sumhow i managed to get over it. n what i'd learned..i muz be strong, i cant rely on other ppl so much..n most importantly..i have to stop crying..
yup..my hands r small n i know..but they are mine..right now i gained a lot of energy n started to love myself even more..(deepest appreciation n thousands of tx dedicated to my family who alwiz be there 4 me..n supported me..thru my gud n bad times..) i knew i'd troubled myself a lot n i often forget bout me many times..i alwiz try not to hurt other ppl but it's me who hurt the most eventually.. n i hate myself 4 being sooooo ridiculous.. i am responsible for my feelings n for that reason i will not let myself cause my heart so much misery anymore..
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tx for treating me that way..n it's u who taught me to be strong..even it really cuts me deep, though
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
Love n regards,
A.L
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