abdominal colic

I was MC yesterday.. huhu..and last Monday I just worked half-day only. Cant stand the pain in my stomach –no it wasn’t a normal pain..it’s more to gastric.. well it is gastric after all..lol- it hurts so much till I cant eat normally even I had bought meals for lunch. I just can take milk –no anlene, HL, or anything..just full cream milk as I cant find fresh milk at that time- unfortunately I was about to throw out after I sipped a few.. -_-"

Ok..this is serious.. I said to myself. I haven’t experienced all this, not since I was 17.

-Back then I can’t even stand up and walked out from toilet as the pain really tortured me to death.- I messaged  encik and asked him if he can take me back as he was still in meeting. It was 1 pm. And he still didn’t replied. I did lose hope and said to myself just bear with the situation. About 15mins later he called and said he will fetch me. –yeay! Can’t stand the pain and need rest like so much-

Went back home and he bought another milk for me. –He was afraid I wanna threw out so he gave me plastic bag…owh…so much for the sarcasm -_-" if wasn’t bout the pain surely I do mind..huhu. I just slept I don’t know for bout how long. But when I woke up I called encik to drive me to clinic. The pain was already gone but as curious I was I do wanna check for my health.

And the doctor gave me one day MC with a reminder to come back if the pain won’t goes. Luckily it wasn’t appendicitis as the pain was on my left stomach. He said that it was gastric plus food poisoning. Huhu.. omg. I should watch what I consume onwards.

On my way home I was thinking what did I ate on the day before… breakfast –Nescafe, lunch-maggie ruski (so much for the protein yeah…), dinner –a happy meal (fried chicken and ribena + mcflurry lime..owh it’s the newest mcflurry in town..huhu), supper –kfc..

Arrgghhh…exactly! How many calories I’ve already taken into me? >.< now I do eat normally. No more caffeine –even I knew I will shatter at the begins of the day…but I do have to stop taking caffeine now- no more sour/spicy/hot meals… more veges, lots of fruits.. lots of water.

Caffeine…..i heart u no more… now im with milk..so please do not even come back…

pain go away;

kisah Jun 2011

Lama xtengok movie..huhu.. nak tengok kat wayang cam nan hadoo jer sebab xde member..lagipon I da jadik setengah sleeping beauty bila masuk jer kul 10 malam..huhu. so..i just download je la movie melalui saluran yang belum di”block” oleh kerajaan. Ho k..meh cerite movie pe yang I da tengok bulan jun nih

-kung fu panda 2

“Your story may not have such a happy beginning, but that doesn’t make you who you are, it is the rest of your story, who you choose to be…       …So who are you Panda?” Soothsayer 

so far hokey la. Cite kartun yang santai2 gitu. Kalo xtengok kung fu panda 1 pon I rase orang leh faham kot jalan cerita nye. Sal I tengok Bame xkomplen xfaham pon..haha. interpretasi sendiri.

-hikayat merong mahawangsa

harap poster jer gempak. ahhhhh...cikna tertipoooo

boooooooooo… mengantuk, membosankan… mujur la I just pinjam dvd dari encik. Kalo I beli mau nyer I lompat longkang depan umah i. Kemain lagi la I tengok review sana sini kata movie ni epic filem. Now I know why they called it epic…coz it is EPIC FAIL! Lol..da lah hero xpandai berlakon, nak harap kan watak sampingan jer beriya2 hidupkan watak. Ewwww….. I tengok sekerat jer..sampai team geruda ke garuda tangkap puteri cina tu..pastu..babai la..ngantuk bangat. Baik ku tengok cite kartun avatar –aang.. lagi tangkap cintan.

-the insidious…

"A parasite. She befriended your astral body and lured you into the further just as Dalton has been" Elise Reiner

huhu..ni best nk cerita. Semalam baru dapat tengok pas 2 hari download.. (I tangguhkan download Gossip girl season 4 sebab cerita ni tau) mujur pengorbanan I x sia2… hihi. Tengok review sana sini –again…tapi review yang tol2 la..bukan hampeh cam I ni.. ;p- memang xmengecewakan. Bagi peminat tegar cite horror, cite ni sangat best –ok..i tipu. Ade gak aksi2 yang xmenakutkan cam banyak roh datang nak masuk badan Josh sebab die dalam keadaan astral- tapi part ending memang unsangkarable..hahaha. xsangka beb. Salute la orang yang wat cite ni sebab banyak aksi mengejutkan pihak lawan. Contoh masa Lorraine cite mimpi die kat anak dan menantu tetibe ade muka antu kat tepi Josh. Berdebar jantung I tau..haha. terkujat tahap 8.5 skala ritcher. Walaupon pelakon cam suam2 kuku jer –eh ye ker?- tapi lakonan mantop..waima anak kecik die yang salu nanges2 2. oowh sangat comel. Harus la kalo I dapat I cubet2 pipi die.. ;p –well..lakonan lagi berkesan dari hero merong mahawangsa..pfff..-

cite yang I nk tengok la ni xmen and karak –pff..i nak sangat tengok lakonan katy perry oppps..kila fairy yang kengkonon meletupz tu- ade 1 review tu kater die dok touch up mekap berkali2 kat bibir anjelina jolie-lullaby 2 –huhu sambil menaip ni i buat aksi juih2 bibir ;p – tapi encik kate hampeh …ehh bila mase lak ko tengok cite ni? Bukan ade fasha sandha pon berlakon –note: encik ade la pemunat nomor 1 (kuase 18) cik pasa sandal- kalo ade dvd ni meh ku pinjam satu hari..hahah

xde wolverine dalam cerita ni tapinyer..huhu..

dengan harapan tidak menghampakan...ker?

huhu..just my 2 cents;

bukan cikgu bahasa inggeris

i akan tag sesuatu subjek masa I sekolah dedolu.. contoh kalo I dapat cekgu yang garang I akan belajar subjek tersebut bersungguh2 supaya I xkene pape hukuman =p..contoh lagi..kalo I da terkena hukuman e.g cubet ke hape..i akan terus tag subjek 2 dengan cekgu2 nyer sekali sebagai xbest dan sewaktu dengannyer (ampun cekgu2 cikna chubby..huhu)

dan salah satu peristiwa sepanjang I belajar..i paling xleh lupa masa I darjah 3. I ketua darjah tau masa ni (huhu..) pas2 sebagai ketua darjah yang garang (khelass ko cikna..garang da jadi trademark ;p ) dan berdedikasi.. harusla I kene siapkan pape pun tugasan dengan kadar segera. Dan muka ni lah yang selalu anta buku kat meja cekgu. Tiba satu hari (masa ni kelas English) I anta la buku I pas abes salin sume yang cekgu tulis kat papan itam (owh ms ni masih guna papan itam yang berhabuk sana sini time nak padam…plus time nak buang habuk kat pemadam papan itam tu..hambek ko..xcukup dedua tangan jadi kaler putih..siap2 muka ko pon same cam wayang opera ) lol… ape I nak tulis td? Hahaha..ho k..pas2 I Tanya la cekgu tu sesuatu sambil tunjuk ke perkataan yang I Tanya tu..terus cekgu tu marah2 tanya I  balik perkataan tu nak sebut cmne?

Huh..nan hadoo la kan I nak pronounce da la I ni lidah melayu makan belacan xhingat donia.. sambil terkebil2 ibarat ikan belacak I pon sebut la perkataan tu semalu2 alam.. punya la marah cekgu tu terus dia cubet pewut I (hambek ko) I pon malu2 g balik tempat duduk sambil berikrar I xnak da belajar subjek English ni dengan cekgu garang yang hamat!

Pas2 tiap kali cekgu ni masuk I salu jer wat jatuh pensel la,,(jatuh bawah meja jer tapi nak amek kemain lame), g toilet lelame.. mcm2 la.. tapi sbb I ketua darjah selalunyer I kene deal la dengan para cekgu. Yelah, tolong angkat buku la, amek buku kedatangan dan bla bla bla..huhu. tapi.. walaupon I da tag subjek n cekgu tu..i belajar sendiri tapi melalui saluran yang agak kurang berkesan la.. lagu, buku cerita, movies. I xske pun b.i sebenarnye..tp terima kaseh pada cekgu 2..i belajar sungguh2 supaya I xperlu kene cubet lagi dengan cekgu tu.. –terima kaseh cekgu S-

Walaupon I ketua darjah..i xglamour pon cam ketua darjah lain.. sebab I ni cume itek hodoh jer –huhu- penting ke? Lol.. tp pas2 upsr dapat la I merasa B kat subjek ni.. its ok la..ß-riak dan takbur kan..bagus la 2..amalkan selalu ;p.. sal tulah b.i I mmg hancuss dan banyak ayat cam syok sendiri jer.. lagi plak I ni kengkadang wat2 konfiden jer..asal bunyik sedap dan cam betul jer..i hentam je la.. don’t afraid to be wrong.

And honestly.. i do learnt a lot from the day I’d been pinched by her. Do not give up no matter what –even a pinch! Hihi..

I see u;

                         

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yeay..template baru yang comel.. i loike.. sebab da hantar semua fail2 audit etc.. maka dengan jaya nyer i (a.k.a cikna chubby) membuat posting dengan templat blog yang baru =p

short posting.. owh btw....i do wrote sumthg as a draft last week..-lol..xnak nanti ade yang montah ijo pas baca entry i..huhu- perhaps.. ill post it next year..or the year after it or the year after it.. thjihihihih

chill till then

walls

 I do put some partitions in my life..esp in my heart.. –we cant trust people to always take a good care of it so yeah..it must have been some gaps- when I met strangers I do want to take times and efforts to know them. And I do not take any impression on them. Well..people say that first impression is important but not for me. It’s difficult to know someone just by a glimpse. I don’t imply it and I totally didn’t acknowledge love on the first sight.

So that’s why I put some walls between my very tiny heart –melodramatic me- maybe being the second child makes me fragile and vulnerable-well it’s the weakest point, but I don’t have to be one, though- if I don’t like someone, I rather not talking to them, better yet I’m avoiding myself to be surrounded by that negative auras – fascinating?- and obviously, I will never try to like them if they don’t want to like me. I will never put any efforts even as small as baby ant – huhu- if u didn’t like me.. neither me have any reason to be near you.

Mom was right..she is and always be right - ^_^ - we don’t have actually repay whatever people did to us –bad things of course- we don’t want to be as bi-a-tch (lol..mom didn’t say this words..but it comes from my alter ego ;p ) as they are. The most important thing is we have to take care of ourselves and live happily as we should. And as for me.. people who had entered my life definitely got their own places in me. some might marked something but sometimes it just temporary. Some just enough to be surrounded for formal/professional purpose –and Im sure I wanna leave it to be a fomal relationship only..which they cant never interact with my personal life nor know bout it- while some are permanently special and will never be erased –lol..so melodramatic ;p –

Owh btw, I went to KL for interview last Tuesday.. even using gps still managed to be lost..lol.. surely I wont drive alone there –kindly encik offered to be my driver..huhu- when we were lost I just keep silent as he alwiz asked me the direction –hello..thats why we have gps- before he managed to mad at me I just keep my mouth shout and let he drove calmly with that gps..haha.

Well.. june will end and july will come.. and then it will be fasting month then raya.. and after 3 months there will be a new year once again.. how fast time walks us by.. and me.. still didn’t achieve my target – which obviously my master- erkk…its now or never!