mode: jiwe parah tp tetap mantain santek...(ke?)
smbil menekan2 pp sdiri sy mula menaip post kali ni..hurm..pp masih kembung walau da bersenam bagai..tp xpela.. mungkin niat utk kurus pd mulanye dgn berjog xkn menjadi..kini sy jd kan jogging sbgi hobi (hurm...sgt la bagus kan smbil sihatkn bdn, kuarkan peluh.. dpt gak sy release tension sy..=D ) jiwe sy thp parah ri ni.. sy xfhm org yg xnk fhm sy..alih2 sy makin xfhm sbb org itew xnk fhm sy langsung... kdg sy fikir kalo sy salah, sy minta maaf n everythg will be okay eventually.. if i ever get upset for certain things i will be out of my mind for at least 1-2 mins or 30mins tough! after that i'll be at the best that i can be.. but that guy will never understand this weird-complex creature named me! i do wonder if he ever "like" me the way he alwiz told me.
deep down inside me i knew that even though he's the best guy i ever met until now (best ke? maybe not the BEST-est kot...haha..ayat!) he only n will only be my best significant one.. not my bestfriend at all.. he would never knew how i felt or needed.. he'll never be my BFF ever.. (so i cant never sing the song called "Lucky-jason mraz " as i'm not that lucky to fall in love with my best buddy...hurm..) tahla.. why cant i meet sum1 else? haha.. mungkin gak sy da bosan kot hdup begini...sy ingin sesuatu yg menarik dlm hidup sy.. sy nk cabaran, sentiasa berdepan dgn pelbagai perkara menarik.. --kalo die bukan tercipta utk sy..sy rela lepaskan die dr rantaian sy--
mode: ok da... <3
bykkn bersabar yer hati.. tlg la bersabar n sibukkan diri sdiri.. (sy seorg yg nmpk sgt tabah tp sbnrnye...fragile inside...nanges!)
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