Friday, February 5, 2010

my life is sooo not a fairy tale..

"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end"
no...definitely not b4 the "day" plz... kalo sesuatu yg teruk nk berlaku tlg la after the "day" (at least i could accept it a bit..huh! sigh) yup..it's totally my fault.. ye sy xberhati mulia spt die.. n i admit it he's way better than me in everythg.. n there was me who excitedly thinking various ways to entertain him on our special day.. but now everthg seems to collapse right in front of my eyes.. sy tau die amat marah skrg ni.. the way i'm keeping sumthg from him..the unknown action i'd done..tahla..sy rs sgt2 la bersalah tp sy tau kalo skrg sy minta maaf pon die xkn lyn.. sbb sy mmg bersalah sgt2... this could last a week...two or three weeks worst! (by the time it's already our day! =(...) 


padan la muke sy ni kan.. sedey la.. kind of mish his jokes, smile...n everythg bout him...mungkinkah sy hanya mampu mengenangnye di masa hadapan? (harap sgt tidak!) yes he could be the sweetest man on earth when he's happy but currently he's not in a mood..(sigh!) mr. z.. sy syg bangat sama kamu.. =( juz hope n pray everthg will be better soonish! kind of weird when he's not being himself..nanges!

 

mode: jiwe kacau + rs bersalah sgt2 (-_-")
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
 
sy tau sy salah...sy minta maaf sgt2.. (-_-)