yup...bz nk arrange pe yg ptt diwat utk mggu2 strusnye until end of Dec 08..looks so bz huh? adela ckit2 but obviously this week after progress meetg lgsung xwat pape as aku rs down sgt. sbb? seriously..in that group aku rs cm aku xtau pae n worst aku cm xmyumbangkan pape even sumbangkan sore..(=p) prof's words keep wandering in my head "next year is the beginning of drug design...u're only have 1 month 2 settle everythg ur work" - (phew..1 month??..i cant even settle my pathways within this 2 toughy years!)
dugaan tol la..n after that 'terrific' meetg suddenly i've got a call.."terkilan nyer sy xdpt g meetg..mmg sy look foward nk g progress meetg 2..knp awak xingatkan?" well..HELLO!! it wasnt my fault at all..aku da btau awal2 da but as usual being a black sheep student alwiz makes me look like a bad 1 la kn. it's all bcoz her 1st bad impression on me..but honestly it really wasnt my fault but..(dahla na..benda da lepas..tp still skt ati..bcoz off that my two years studying master will effect my life next..) xprofesional lgsg..ishh..aku ni kan kalo tingat blk kenangan 'terindah' yg dolu2 2 maunyer i become 2 hate that person again..
wutever..seriously i dont think i will pursueing my study anymore..cukupla..bkn mengangkat bendera putih tanda mengalah..cuma ku kira jln yg terbaik aku xnk lg da terlibat dgn mainan politik n perasaan ni..sbb being an underdog person u will alwiz considered wrong, get a bad treatment n worst it will effect ur results in the end.. as 4 me..aku juz nk cpt2 abeskan sume ni..n build a new life without some people in my life..
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