Deactivate

Ini kali kedua rasanya.. kali pertama masa encik cemburu giler2 ~haha..lawak~ masa tu umur I baru 24thn ~muda tau masa tu.. ~ blog pon I delete..atas sebab keselamatan.. yang I ingat semua sebab ada sorang lelaki giler s**s (a.k.a kawan encik sendiri) detail lain I tak leh recall da ~da tua kan..ingatan tak berapa bagus~

Kali ni sebab I sendiri..bohsan la..game pon takde yang best da. I suka tengok gambar and update kawan2..especially kalau diaorang gi travel..tak dapat gi..tengok pun jadi la ~huhu..pathetic jer bunyik~ hidup I pon sekarang ni bohsan jer..takde yang menarik nak update kengkawan.. nanti la kalo da ada anak sorang baru la I aktifkan balik ~hahahaha..yang ni I sendiri tak leh jamin bila ;p~

Sabtu lepas gi bayar bil orang kuning. Kebetulan parkson ada wat sale ujung tahun *_* nangis sangat bile nampak set comforter less 70%. Tak tau la I sorang jer yang rasa or kuantan ni sejuk sikit dari kg I.. haha. Mungkin musim tengkujuh kot.. harus la berselimut tebal plus berstokin baru lelap tido ~ hazab jer..walhal letak kepala kat bantal da berdengkur~ tunggu gaji masyuk nanti harus la amek 1… ^_^

Dengan Celcom broadband yang macam beskut chipsmore ni.. xdapat lagi ngedate gambar2 bercoti ala2 kat pulau jeju ;p kene ngedate kat opis la nampaknyer.. kengkawan jgn carik I kt fesbuk.. I nyahaktifkan diri sementara waktu.. I tak delete uolls pon..

P/s: eksen ko yer..suami ku sorang exec..ko mampu..?

Pe kes? -_-“ 

1st dec 2011

Bos tak nak guna service airpak da.. da bertukar ke gdex. Macam biasa.. pape hal berkaitan office mestila I kene uruskan -_-“ (keje admin bukan senang.. yer betol!) kalau berurusan dengan supplier muka ala2 hero korea sangat la selesa sebab mereka ramah, baik dan selalu bukakan pintu untuk i..(ceh..gedik!)

Panggilan khusus untuk I dari encik kwsp, telekom dan sewaktu dengannya adalah sangat merimaskan. -_-“ encik bos lepas tangan jer semua kat I (sigh..tugas ana..tugas.. ;p) sebulan pertama selepas puan kerani resign dulu memang I kelam kabut.. semua pon kene handle sendiri.. (tp badan tak susut hokeh!) sekarang..office lagi kemas dari dulu, file pon I xrunsing cari ( sendiri susun sendiri tau la ;p)  bahagia dok office sorang2..lalalalala

harusla tergoda kan *_*

Masih mencari rumah sewa baru sebab I dapat jiran meroyan sekarang ni. Harapan nak beli rumah tapi harus la pegang skrol sarjana dulu. Akan upload gambar bercoti dengan family nanti.. bahagia sekejap bila mak datang rumah.. betol la.. rumah lebih berseri kalo ade mak n abah.. ^_^.. lepas pindah rumah sewa baru datang lagi ek..(hihi)

Notajarikakidemok:

Cik gdex: I kenal u la cik hana.. u da lama keje kan..

Cikna chubby: *_* ~senyum jer~ dalam hati “ I baru je setahun kat bumi kuantan ni”.. hahahaha

Setahun~lama la kot~ ke muka I muka biase2..ala2 familiar gitu..hihi..~

Bitter

I tried my best in everything. I do. But if those eyes can’t see it there’s nothing else I can do. Winning the heart wasn’t the main reason..but to be appreciated and treated like one should do. Anyhow..this woman is surrender.

It can’t be teach, can’t be learn nor copy. It should be deep inside the heart which one belongs –feel it and cherish it the moment it lasts. The longer these eyes see, the bigger such pain cause to bleed. Yet they can avoid it but for how much long must they suffer?

There shall be an empty spaces here..the loneliness for those years –if I let them appear they would stay forever. The specific path should be choose –may it will not cause so much misery nor more than it ever done to anyone else.

lil' wish

Hardly got any ideas to post anything. belek-belek folder gambar lame jumpa sesuatu.. Owh..ya..wishlist tahun ni da tercapai satu tapinya..hihi..bahagia jap.

I always wanted a dslr..but then I changed it to cybershot ~di sini~ (yeah..dreams are hard to achieve..lol) and I know someone will always granted my wish ~wee…maceh mak~

Lepas ni leh posing2 maut kat mane2 ke? Hihihi

it will rain..surely

November.

Almost the end of 2011. Slightly different from previous years as I live closer to him now. Lots of hectic, arguments, tears, fights, laughter and joys.  Yet I do enjoyed it. For him become my best friend, my foe, my big brother, my father, my family, seems everything in fairy tales.

OK I LIED.

There’s no fairy tales. LOL. If I happened to have daughters I won’t allow them to read any fairy tales story especially an ugly duckling and Alice in wonderland. ~even both are my favorites among the others~ haha.

There’s only a reality and destiny. Reality is what we are now at the particular moment, while destiny is the path that we choose at the exact moment when a choice has to be made at instant time. ~source: me, myself & co..lalalala~ you can dream as much as you like, as high as you can aim.. but sometimes it’s good to have a miniscule dream and achieve it yourself.

In my tiny little heart I have a dream that I know I can achieve it one day. Even the day seems so far away..perhaps if I put my heart and soul I can really achieve it. However, I am, somehow, met with the wrong person at the wrong time. But did I regret it? Nope. I didn’t get what I want but I found something else. A lesson of a life times how you should not repeat it at any moment in your life.

Surely it will rain sometimes. But if I keep holding onto my umbrella, I won’t be totally wet.

source: google..