He came to our world
unexpectedly. And he died terribly. He was hit by a car in front of our house. U
can tell how much on earth the reckless driver speeding within the housing area
and causing our cat to die. Obviously, it’s the housing area and should u not
speeding in spite how expensive your car might be. Rest in peace our dear sweet
Stokin..u will always be miss. And i admit, by the time i wrote about it i
couldn’t stop crying. Surely i was not the one who fed him or bathed him or
took care of his poops.. still i couldn’t stop crying, thus try to imagine how
sad it was to a person whose in charges of everything, went through the lost of
it. For us, the cats or fish are not just pets. Which ever or whomever came to
our life and stayed are family.. our little family.
Once we get bonded with something
it’s so hard to leave. And yes, here i am living my life, once again in same
region of Malaysia. Maybe i spoke to soon about leaving here and back to my
hometown for good. Definitely i was wrong. I got a better job offer here while
doing part time job at my previous company –again, when i was about to resign,
and this time for good, my previous bos persuaded me to keep working even as
part timer –and how can i said no.. keeping my mind busy will definitely
avoiding my heart to feel numb about anything that couldn’t-shouldn’t be happen
in my life, not now not never.
My bos was ok –well at least until
he knew i was engaged –which i’m not obviously. I’m just using that lame excuse
so people won’t pop up the golden questions. I found that sort of action merely
as good as strong defense mechanism one should have –better yet people at the
site are now believed that i’m having someone special and won’t bother to know
things about me beside work. Sounds popular? Hahahahahaha.. it’s the flaw of
being the only girl in the cabin and in the company i assume.
~just because we couldn’t be
together doesn’t means i won’t love u~
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