Bakal Transit?

This is it. Some people might consider it as the end, but for me I do believe that this is the new beginning for me. The job that I once said I was undelightful to accept, finally become my new career. The new boss offered such an amount that I know I cannot resist compared to my previous wages. While my previous boss just won’t let me resign –just yet. -_-“ He threw my resignation letter and asked me to stay –which I will if the situation was better. 

This week became a mad week for me. The week which I had to give a month notice (minus 12 days annual leave) and accept the offer letter while finishing my task –which is behind schedule obviously -_-“. Of course I didn’t manage to complete it, which is why I have to bring all the documents, files, etc back home. Unofficially, I've already resign from my previous jobs; HOWEVER, the previous boss wants me to keep working even from far-far-away. Like we won’t see each other eyes to eyes but keep connecting via email, courier, phone calls, and teamviewer, Which means I have to going back to back Kuantan-Melaka every fortnight or so. -_-“ and he said it may takes a while –within a year or two- then I can decide whether to resign officially or working back with them. 

I already packed some of my stuffs at my office. Hopefully there’s a replacement for me not long after I’ll be gone. The salary will be double but not to mention the stress + burden I have to cope with. Will start working at new place this Monday –while still carrying the stuffs at my previous office. Arrgghhh!! Will I manage to do that? Hopefully things will get better as soon as I can adapt with new environment. Luckily, I’ll be working five days a week only, so Saturday will be my working day for previous boss. 

Have to manage my time wisely, as my main focus always to complete the one and only thesis I had been holding on for quite sometimes! 

Owh..masih belum packing barang nak pindah. Esok sudah nak balik kampung. Kerja di tempat baru akan ada sedikit stress..bahasa utama adalah bahasa Inggeris. Sila jangan kekambingan nanti!!!!!

The perks of chubbiness

( the entry has nothing to do with the title. I'm just being me after all -_-" predictable)

Recently, my bride-to-be-lil-sis wassup-ed me. I knew there was something happened when she contact me. Not that I don’t like it, I love it so much. With her, I can be myself. We always gossiping and updating each other. 

Owh, she’s the one who wanted me to be her bridesmaid. Heh. It’s a big NO honey. I’m just too old for that sort of stuff. She told me she wanted to call her engagement off. No, I wasn’t surprise at all. I knew that stage, when the other side didn’t show as many interest as we did (in the preparations etc) we will get mad. As if they didn’t want this thing (marriage) to be happen and the one who put all their best is US. Ok..this I’m referring to people who will get married. Heh.

So, I adviced her to calm down, try to reminiscing all the good times they had shared together within their nine years ++ being in love and still. This is the crucial step in their relationship. But she scolded me for taking sides of her fiance. Huhu. Actually, it wasn’t my purpose. I knew that guy will take a really good care of her. Nothing for sure but I do trust my instinct. And she said apart of my hustle-hectic-love-life, I still keep cool. I tried my best not to meroyan ;p. 

For being real, I’m not cool. I was weak and fragile. I was, back then and now. There’s a say that you don’t know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. Owh by the way, I didn’t accept the job offer. I called the company last Friday said sorry and told them I have a better offer, which I haven’t. They said they will try to offer me another deal and make me to reconsider on Monday and they didn’t call back today so I guess I’m not their best candidates anymore. Heh! Well, better searching for another job. I won’t allow myself working in the same company anymore for consecutive years to come. -_-“

semua untukmu

Ewah ewah ramai la yang bercuti hari ni yer. Cuti panjang la start dari hari khamis hari tu. Tapi aku ni keje gak. Bulan depan raya cina dapat la rasa nikmat cuti panjang. Hamek ko. Haha. Hari ni bersemangat datang ofis walaupun pakai t-shirt dengan jeans je. -_-“ ok masa mula-mula keje dulu memang rajin yang amat pakai baju kurung tudung belit-belit segala (masa tu kategori hijabsta belum wujud..ke?) da masuk tahun ke 2 keje terus malas nak iron bagai. Pakai t-shirt dgn jeans je lah.

Teringat dulu masa cik kerani baru masuk keje (late last year) dia tanya aku nak panggil aku apa? Aku selalu bahasa kan diri “akak” kalau dengan perempuan (ye dik..hakak sedar da masuk 3series ;p ) umur cik kerani baru 23 yer.. budak lepasan U. Aku senyum je.. aku cakap la panggil kak je sebab ai da tua (owh..senior hokey) dia cam terkedu sebab dia kata nampak macam muda dari dia –cerita betul takde tokok tambah..sila muntah hijau berjemaah- hahahahahaha..aku gelak je la. Ni mesti taktik nak amek hati ai. Owh tak rela. 

Cik kerani ni gak lah yang bagi aku mende ni. Contest dinner bersama Bang Nuar ku (wink wink). Memang aku meroyan la dgn encik suruh dia beli paper metro hari-hari sebab nak keratan loga RAP kat paper tu. Siap aku ugut dia kalau aku menang aku taknak bawak dia jumpa bang nuar (hahahaha..gelak guling2 berangan betol kan). Masa keluar iklan bang nuar nak buat konsert aku terus msg encik belikan aku tiket (harus la xdapat kan..huh) encik tanya bila konsert nyer terus aku jawab tak sempat nak tgk sebab tgk bang nuar senyum dgn lesung pipit dia terus xhingat dunia (jerit..jerit..;p)

 So sekarang borang da lengkap nak pos hari ni. Moga-moga dapat menang peraduan (hahaha)..kalau xdapat jumpa bang nuar dapat tgk ujung rambut pun xpe la ^_^

Day Five : 10 wishes

one biggest wish is enough ^_^

~For people I love and care to live happily without hesitation and crucial sickness..~

wishing on someone's star..

Saya: pe saya nak semua tak dapat (nanges!)

Encik: Eh? Kan saya kata kalo nak amek la.. da awak xnak..wet untuk kamera awak saya da wat modified keta

Saya: ha? (saya Cuma nak kfc jer…pe kaitan dengan modified keta?..lol)

Huhu..rupa-rupanya..ada orang terniat nak bagi I kamera sony itu.. tapi sebab I malu-malu kambeng terlepas macam tu sahaja…lol? I memang pemalu pun nak minta2 ni.. (sangat la kan) owh well…it seems like im wishing on other people’s stars…huhuhuhu (rofl)

N my viva a.k.a cik comot saya sudah bertukar wajah..

• bumper depan da tukar kaler itam (ok..ni kes langgar encik musang masa I nak balik melaka..hihi)
• dah ada wiper baru sekarang ni..sgt seronok..
• dah ade alarm n bunyik nyer sangat xmenyakitkan hati..
•  xde da nak memalu bunyikkan hon yang masuk air (kes redah banjir =p ) sekarang bunyik da tip top..lol?
• yeay..da ade spoiler.. hikhik.. (n kt pintu da ade line..-_-“ xpandai nk sebut amende nyer itu)
• and paling seronok dah ade spotlite yg comel..(beserta suis!) ekekekekeke –I loike!

Makne…I xleh panggil keta I cik comot da.. terpakse panggil die encik comot (ekekekekeke) but still kaler imago gak…-sgt berharap dpt tukar kaler purple or pink..ala2 honda jazz…huhu

Sbb xde kamera yang canggih maka xpat la nk tepek gamba encik comot dulu n sekarang.. –tulah pemalu la sangat kn.. lol..makna nyer kene la kumpul wet sdirik yer cik ana,…bubye sony cybershot..huhu.-

P/s: leh ke encik kate I ni budak sivik sebab keta I dulu sangat skema (xubah pape sejak beli keta) HELLO! Harus la xubah pape.. I kedekut nak kuar kan wet modified itu ini.. lol.. (walhal..xpandai nk mekap keta santek2..hahahaha)

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wishing on stars

=) A week and a day before my 27^th birthday.. (happy) well.. I know there will be nothing special happening on that day (especially when I have to cut-off my holiday n work on my special day..huhu)..but still am wishing for something… (ok..ill attach the picture of something that I really want at this moment)

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it’s a sony cyber shot camera (lol) ok..i’ve once dreamt of DSLR but then I realized I will never get that one no matter how long I have to save money etc etc.. (~bad ana~) this one..its cost RM699 (-_-“) if there’s someone who generous enough to buy it for me as birthday present..lol! haven’t got any present since im graduated (degree =p )

owh well..if only dreams will come true…(ok it will..only if I buy it myself..lol!) perhaps I better saving for this October as I have to renew my car’s insurance n road tax n bla..bla..bla..

but still… (sambil pejam mata kuat2 n doa…) I want this for my birthday!!!!!

(as if my prayers will be answered….pathetic me…huhu)