droplets..

no its not raining here.. but currently listening to colbie caillat -droplets. yeah in life we often meet ppl who will leave a mark in our life..our heart. n the hardest part is we cant tell ppl how much we care bout that person when they left us. we cant tell them how much they meant for us or how much we need them in our life..

 idk if thats the best things i shud do..but im leaving u.know that it hurts me as bad as it hurts u. but i cant continue living like this..

sometimes..

omg..this mean girl is back..ekekekeke..coz its hari raya so slmt hari raya maaf zahir batin. but as human we cant control what will comes from us ..or had came..huhu. n i felt sorry for sum1 who "accidently" got a "gift" from me today...aww..poor lady its u who want it..yet i keep it for u for a really long time.. btw.. actually i am a good girl but this critical situation that i held for my entire lifetime really taught me to be super strong esp when facing that certain "type" of people.. who cares if i didnt get married now? who cares if i keep studying until m grew old? do i ask for their money? BIG N-O! yesh my golden-ultimate target in my life is to get my PHD..n i m hoping to become prof emeritus one day..is that a big prob to u? did i ever bother ur super-pretty-daughter fiancee? did i ever had a glance of ur big-"kapochi"-hubby? i didnt..did i? so i dont understand why u guys keep telling everybody that im like this im like that? hurm..on 2nd thought.. i didnt think  m  so glamour  until u guys keep talking bout me did i?  

well..enuff for that unstable-emo post..hihi..know what..i have a list of things i wanna do b4 i settle down with who-ever-that-sum-1-will-b.. n yesh..if god-willing i will done all that b4 im turning 30.. (owh my...i do realised how old matured i am now..lol) still long way to go..n lots of things to do..juz follow the path that lies ahead.. as long as i didnt allow my heart controls my head..

till then..