my best fren's wedding (cm cite omputih lak..=p)

22/11/08 L's finally sum1's wife..yup..she's so gorgeous that moment with a bright smile n laugh. i remembered when we entered Masjid Alor Gajah..she looked so nervous..mcm jantung nk gugur n she held my hand so tight..(owh yer..aku jd pengapit die..) n i said 2 her.."come on L..after this moment u wouldnt need me anymore" n she smile n said.."dont worry we'll alwiz be frens.."aku xtggu pun ms die akad nikah sbb kene bkejar ke melaka tgh lak wat report polis..(huh..sigh..so sad..it's all coz Queen Bee lar..) lgpon lambat sgt majlis nikah 2..huhu..paneh haku..

[caption id="attachment_54" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="sign borg nikah.."][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_55" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="pose b4 ke masjid"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_56" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="hantaran pihak puan"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_57" align="aligncenter" width="225" caption="seri pengantin "][/caption]

but i'm pretty certain la..after this the situation will definitely changes. i mean our friendship la as she got a hubby n family 2 look after but me remains the same lar..she alwiz one step foward from me..i mean..she got a job first, bought a car first, get married first..n maybe a child first..(i'm way 2 go lar..huhu) but above all that..i wish her well in more years 2 come..

~Bz ker?~

yup...bz nk arrange pe yg ptt diwat utk mggu2 strusnye until end of Dec 08..looks so bz huh? adela ckit2 but obviously this week after progress meetg lgsung xwat pape as aku rs down sgt. sbb? seriously..in that group aku rs cm aku xtau pae n worst aku cm xmyumbangkan pape even sumbangkan sore..(=p) prof's words keep wandering in my head "next year is the beginning of drug design...u're only have 1 month 2 settle everythg ur work" - (phew..1 month??..i cant even settle my pathways within this 2 toughy years!)

dugaan tol la..n after that 'terrific' meetg suddenly i've got a call.."terkilan nyer sy xdpt g meetg..mmg sy look foward nk g progress meetg 2..knp awak xingatkan?" well..HELLO!! it wasnt my fault at all..aku da btau awal2 da but as usual being a black sheep student alwiz makes me look like a bad 1 la kn. it's all bcoz her 1st bad impression on me..but honestly it really wasnt my fault but..(dahla na..benda da lepas..tp still skt ati..bcoz off that my two years studying master will effect my life next..) xprofesional lgsg..ishh..aku ni kan kalo tingat blk kenangan 'terindah' yg dolu2 2 maunyer i become 2 hate that person again..

wutever..seriously i dont think i will pursueing my study anymore..cukupla..bkn mengangkat bendera putih tanda mengalah..cuma ku kira jln yg terbaik aku xnk lg da terlibat dgn mainan politik n perasaan ni..sbb being an underdog person u will alwiz considered wrong, get a bad treatment n worst it will effect ur results in the end.. as 4 me..aku juz nk cpt2 abeskan sume ni..n build a new life without some people in my life..

::back-2-where-I-am::

huh (sigh) it's totally a lost for me..1day i had her now she's gone..dont know when will she comes back 2 me.. life is unpredictable..right now there's juz so many thgs in my head.. n plz i really dont want another messy thgs hopefully till everythg's settle..

[caption id="attachment_42" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="::an inevitable thgs will alwiz come at the wrong time::"][/caption]

-1 passed..another 2 to go-

phew..relieved..spttnye everythg will end this week..i mean..the exam, assgnmt, presentation, meetg.. but..nope! next week progress meeting n exam menyusul plak.. adeh.. aku nk cepat sgt sem 2 ni abes.. A-LOT-THGS had been done la..i mean it's obviously TOO-MANY works n TOO-LITTLE time 2 finished it.. but luckily..so far i made it..

[caption id="attachment_39" align="aligncenter" width="236" caption="wish i could ever delete some parts of my bad memories.."][/caption]

~sendiri tp xsepi..~

L: A, ko blk x mggu ni?

Aku: Insya Allah blk..napo?

L: aku nk nikah sabtu nih

Aku: [dush..jatuh dr krusi..=p joke!]

[caption id="attachment_36" align="aligncenter" width="179" caption="::Me::"][/caption]

yup..i'm so hepi 4 her la..but it all so sudden..i mean yesterday she juz like me, single but tomorrow she'll be sum1's wife..i've been knowing her since 6 years old..n become BFF..we've thru a lot together but sure as her hubby will definitely thru more with her...1st D..n now L..eventually all my best buds will get married..n here's me..alone..but will never get lonely (hope so..sigh) got to go to BioM discussion..hope 2 thru this 2 weeks with all my strength!!