my best fren's wedding (cm cite omputih lak..=p)

22/11/08 L's finally sum1's wife..yup..she's so gorgeous that moment with a bright smile n laugh. i remembered when we entered Masjid Alor Gajah..she looked so nervous..mcm jantung nk gugur n she held my hand so tight..(owh yer..aku jd pengapit die..) n i said 2 her.."come on L..after this moment u wouldnt need me anymore" n she smile n said.."dont worry we'll alwiz be frens.."aku xtggu pun ms die akad nikah sbb kene bkejar ke melaka tgh lak wat report polis..(huh..sigh..so sad..it's all coz Queen Bee lar..) lgpon lambat sgt majlis nikah 2..huhu..paneh haku..

[caption id="attachment_54" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="sign borg nikah.."][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_55" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="pose b4 ke masjid"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_56" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="hantaran pihak puan"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_57" align="aligncenter" width="225" caption="seri pengantin "][/caption]

but i'm pretty certain la..after this the situation will definitely changes. i mean our friendship la as she got a hubby n family 2 look after but me remains the same lar..she alwiz one step foward from me..i mean..she got a job first, bought a car first, get married first..n maybe a child first..(i'm way 2 go lar..huhu) but above all that..i wish her well in more years 2 come..

~Bz ker?~

yup...bz nk arrange pe yg ptt diwat utk mggu2 strusnye until end of Dec 08..looks so bz huh? adela ckit2 but obviously this week after progress meetg lgsung xwat pape as aku rs down sgt. sbb? seriously..in that group aku rs cm aku xtau pae n worst aku cm xmyumbangkan pape even sumbangkan sore..(=p) prof's words keep wandering in my head "next year is the beginning of drug design...u're only have 1 month 2 settle everythg ur work" - (phew..1 month??..i cant even settle my pathways within this 2 toughy years!)

dugaan tol la..n after that 'terrific' meetg suddenly i've got a call.."terkilan nyer sy xdpt g meetg..mmg sy look foward nk g progress meetg 2..knp awak xingatkan?" well..HELLO!! it wasnt my fault at all..aku da btau awal2 da but as usual being a black sheep student alwiz makes me look like a bad 1 la kn. it's all bcoz her 1st bad impression on me..but honestly it really wasnt my fault but..(dahla na..benda da lepas..tp still skt ati..bcoz off that my two years studying master will effect my life next..) xprofesional lgsg..ishh..aku ni kan kalo tingat blk kenangan 'terindah' yg dolu2 2 maunyer i become 2 hate that person again..

wutever..seriously i dont think i will pursueing my study anymore..cukupla..bkn mengangkat bendera putih tanda mengalah..cuma ku kira jln yg terbaik aku xnk lg da terlibat dgn mainan politik n perasaan ni..sbb being an underdog person u will alwiz considered wrong, get a bad treatment n worst it will effect ur results in the end.. as 4 me..aku juz nk cpt2 abeskan sume ni..n build a new life without some people in my life..

::back-2-where-I-am::

huh (sigh) it's totally a lost for me..1day i had her now she's gone..dont know when will she comes back 2 me.. life is unpredictable..right now there's juz so many thgs in my head.. n plz i really dont want another messy thgs hopefully till everythg's settle..

[caption id="attachment_42" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="::an inevitable thgs will alwiz come at the wrong time::"][/caption]

-1 passed..another 2 to go-

phew..relieved..spttnye everythg will end this week..i mean..the exam, assgnmt, presentation, meetg.. but..nope! next week progress meeting n exam menyusul plak.. adeh.. aku nk cepat sgt sem 2 ni abes.. A-LOT-THGS had been done la..i mean it's obviously TOO-MANY works n TOO-LITTLE time 2 finished it.. but luckily..so far i made it..

[caption id="attachment_39" align="aligncenter" width="236" caption="wish i could ever delete some parts of my bad memories.."][/caption]

~sendiri tp xsepi..~

L: A, ko blk x mggu ni?

Aku: Insya Allah blk..napo?

L: aku nk nikah sabtu nih

Aku: [dush..jatuh dr krusi..=p joke!]

[caption id="attachment_36" align="aligncenter" width="179" caption="::Me::"][/caption]

yup..i'm so hepi 4 her la..but it all so sudden..i mean yesterday she juz like me, single but tomorrow she'll be sum1's wife..i've been knowing her since 6 years old..n become BFF..we've thru a lot together but sure as her hubby will definitely thru more with her...1st D..n now L..eventually all my best buds will get married..n here's me..alone..but will never get lonely (hope so..sigh) got to go to BioM discussion..hope 2 thru this 2 weeks with all my strength!!

salt n' pepper

Perlukah aku menanti dirimu
Dengan dirinya mengagungkan aku
Mestikah aku pergi bersamanya
Dengan dirimu sentiasa ku puja

Pabila hadirmu mengaburi hatiku
Meniti waktu mengisi saat kisah dongengku
Lakaran bahagiamu itu menjanjikan aku
Hanya akan selalu di dalam anganku

in life..we dont know what will happen next.. will never know.. i guess..

~dlah's wedding~

another post 4 today..td g kuar dgn is n tucci beli hdiah si dlah ni..well..in mind da ade da nk beli pe..agreed 2 buy cadar..well pgantin baru kan..(pe kene mgena?? =p) hehe..

[caption id="attachment_23" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="ni blanket..aku sebey harge die"][/caption]

so..cr nyer cari jmp la 1 yg berkenan n try 2 buy her fav. color..which is pink..(actually she doesnt like pink that much but seems all her stuff was that color la..n she admit it) so..we've buy it..but there's no pic la..(hdiah org..kang wat tontonan umum x best la) k la..cant wait 2 see her in wedding dress..=D (i'm really happy for her...) 1 of my best frens getting marry in two days time..(yup..i'm not the top list who will get marry...huh..sigh)

[caption id="attachment_24" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="more or less like this but...it's pink"][/caption]

well..the price is "wow" but after discount..it goes "cool"..sumtimes i wonder..is it the "true" price as the fabrics wasnt as like what we've expected..(u know..high price nice 2 wear??) wutever la..

::another day another cent::

alhamdulillah berjaya gak siapkan asgmnt BioM even xkena anta ari ni..but still lega giler da..1 keje da siap..another tasks 2 complete..tgh nk msk kn entri utk blog tetibe dr.Z msk..huhu terpakse buka WORD n start type manuskrip..hipokrit ke? well.. we're not created 2 judge ppl la..actually mmg fitrah manusia kot..cpt sgt menilai sum1 dgn ape yg org 2 wat..in a way yg xbrp nk best la. who cares what they do, wear, talk, eat or live they life? it's inside them that matters.. n some said..what's inside u will deliver on ur face eventually..no matter how gud u act to hide it lar..n 4 me being who u r is important (apart from giving a gud impression on 1st sight - that's why i'll never believe in love at the 1st sight =p) coz everythg will change slowly but surely..as the time passing u by.. we're not that perfect either so why dont we give them a try 2 know us better n we'll do the same 4 them..it's simbiotic where both party will get benefits 2gether..

[caption id="attachment_20" align="aligncenter" width="125" caption=""I shut my eyes in order to see" -Paul Gauguin (1848-1903)"][/caption]

apparently..ppl will still ppl..n those who dare to care even though they will not get treated nicely..r special..as 4 me..still keep walking on the path that i'd choosed.. who knows what will come 2morrow..still me n my hectic life (currently..huh..sigh)

::my new blog::

wee..k la..my new blog..knp ek? sbb xbkenan da dgn blogspot..sumtimes xleh nk post pon..2 yang aku mls nk truskan mnulis blog (dtambah dgn tekanan keje yang berlambak) really la..if i could finished all this hectic assignment..meanwhile..bz2 pon leh je nk wat blog br, update frenster, tgk gossip girl n antm latest episode n banyak lg keje2 lagha..=p

[caption id="attachment_15" align="aligncenter" width="225" caption="my workplace..currently"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_16" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="an attempt to write a manuscript"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_17" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="kerja..keje..korje.."][/caption]

pg td g syarahan perdana prof normah..phew..bile lak agaknyer aku nk jd prof emeritus?? huuhu..yup..bak kate org..kalo nk bermimpi biar terbang setinggi langit..so kalo nk brangan skali pon kene la brangan yg kaw2..juz make sure kite bkn brangan di atas pokok kelapa udah le..=D

as usual..aku? penonton sedia mgantok..=p

owh yer..2 ari berturut2..11-11-08 n 12-11-08..kami (yakni aku n bdk2 lab) g la ke FRIM kt Kepong..well..it such a nice n adorable place..tp jln ke sane or blk ke bangi mmg "best" jem tahap dewa..but..really have a gud time with great food..(wee..2la aktvt yg paling aku ske sal seminar) some pics for viewers..=D

[caption id="attachment_12" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="~my tag~"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_13" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="gambo sape2 tah yg smpat aku snap ms cas fon"][/caption]

k la wat kali ni..nk siapkan asgment BioM secepat mgkin..possibly ari nih..dismpg bermsg with mr.Z..currently everybody's got 2 know him as i alwiz mention his name..hehe..